pwincess moo

getting your facts right =)

2008-09-02T15:03:00.002+08:00

hms... donch know why, but just feel that i should close this blog. but just one last post before closing this 4eva. wonder why humans tend to be such a prick. and wad it means? again, it is dpdp- different people different perspective. why do people try to get close to you, pretend to be nice to you so that they can find out wads going on in your life, but yet behind your back, dey make discouraging remarks about you? it seems like we cant trust anyone except our family (dad, mom, sister, grandma and babe), ourselves, and god. erms, was reading through my previous posts, and realised how immature i was when i said such mean things about my relatives. i know they have my welfare at heart, but i just wanna say, donch worry. i'll be fine. god's watching over me. =) and i am sorry for being such a prick at times with the words i said and the tantrums i threw. apologies. sigh. someone close to me made a comment that me as a tuition teacher? donch teach others the wrong things! you know, it pricks not becos of wad the person said about me behind my back, but rather, i feel sad cos he/she always tries to be close to me and all. how freaky pple can be. just lyk my previous classmate- mel. sigh. dangerous pple. hms, but one thing i strongly believe is, no matter wad kinda person i am, ah lian or wadeva others say about me, as long as i believe in myself, get the grades that i need (donch have to be FANTASTIC, but just enough for me to get where i want to go), then i think it's good enough. since young, pple owaes say i behave lyk ah lian, but i donch care cos i know i am NOT. but since that's what they think about me, then so be it. i have proven myself to be a person with enough knowledge or maybe more than i even need to have. eng, chi, A*. math A. science B. higher chinese merit. so wad even if i didnt get a distinction? the fact is, i did get a place in higher chinese. so wad if my science sark? i tried mybest and got into AMK sec and maintained my eng and chi grades. and, i still got the chance to be in higher chinese even though i did not do fanstastically well, but at least i pass. i got a chance to take the higher chinese paper. oh please, a person's life is ONLY RUINED if he or she donch get where he or she wants. did i do VERY well for my o levels? no! but, at least i got into a course i want in poly. i am in poly, not ite. rite? i have never wanted to be in JC anyways, and even if i was given the opportunity, i oso wonch choose JC. simply becos, i know myself well and believe in myself. i know that i am not a book smart person, but rather, a more vocal person. i am better in presentation and research skills. yes, i am resourceful. look, even though i may have pon school and stuff, but i know my priorities. my frens skip tests, cos we only nid 3 out of 4 test grades, but as for me, no matter what, i have NEVER skipped a single test. so wad even if i skipped lessons and all? my gpa is at least a 3.0. a B. imagine, all my lousy tests grades and all the times i pon school, yet i can still get a B. how many A's did i get during the 13 weeks of school? more than 20 definitely! that's why, i can afford to pon. and now my gpa is 3.0. so wads next? i still have the second sem to go. and i am confident of getting at least a 3.5. so if you add dem up together, my grade for yr 1 will be an A or at least a very high B. see, i may not have done well for O's, but at least i manage to get what i wan, my course, my school, my grades. rites? so, donch ever judge me by how i look. deep inside me, you wonch know what i am thinking. i vent my frustrations here, but that doesnt mean anything. and btw, most of my class pple got less than 3.0. so even if you say that they moderate the results, how bad can mine be when i am the top few and the highest is 3.8. i know i may not be a book smart person. but since i know my capabilities, i will use it and maximise it. i am not capable of teaching sec school kids, so i didnt take dem in. it's not for the money. yes, it's good money if i teach sec sch. so? i donch ruin others' life like what you think. and also, i donch take upper primary kids cos i know the syllabus have changed and since i am not confident, i donch teach upper primary. however, one thing that you cant deny is that i have a strong foundation for my lang and math. that's the reason why i took lower primary and kindergarten kids. hope you get your facts rite about me, before jumping in to make a comment about me behind my back. i donch care wad you say, but ii just donch lyk a person who tries to know my life at the expanse of mocking me. that's un called for. and even if any mockery has to be done, first, get your facts right! end of post and i am now going for tuition. and btw, for those who keep saying tui-tion, you are WRONG! it should be... tu-i-tion! =) blog closed 4eva!

holiday's are coming to an end =(

2008-08-31T22:42:00.002+08:00

okies,i am here to post cos my dear aunt complaint that i havent been posting. anw, my holidays ends on this coming tuesday. starting school on wednesday. how boring! cos i am gonna face a NEW class of peopl. =( sigh. gonna miss those bytchi times with ash, manly and brotherly times with sam, aiyas, just have sooo many memories. some more the times i disturb gary cos he's color blind. oops! i know i am kinda mean. but he knows i disturb him only okies! no hard feelins. we are totally cool frens! haha. was suppose to have jamming camp but it got cancelled due to the poor response. yea. went back to cg. oh, i have collected my first pay from my tuition kids' parents. bought baby a deck and barrings. total 125! expensive siol! but very nice. so kinda worth it cos he's going army soon anyways. yea. i promise to blog once i am back in sch k? cos i get bored in class! haha. tatas. =)

first birthday

2008-08-16T22:28:00.003+08:00

woots! today is my first birthday celebration. i mean, it's first celebration cos my birthday is on the 19th aug so today is early birthday. hee. went for tuition at 1pm till 230pm. my dear little p2 kid was rather restless today. sigh. not very productive. so ii donch really like it. he was kinda cranky. sians! just msg his mother to complaint. haha! ii think he's tired cos he just finished his swimming lessons. haha. ii m trying to create shutterfly account to upload more pics. cos ii think photobucket is kinda slow! hee! ii miss babe! mummy cooked stead today. she made my favourite salad.. fruit salad! my birthday cake... ICE CREAM CAKE! yummy! =)) didnt get to meet babe today cos he went JB and i was rushing home for dinner after CG. oh ya, we took some spastic pictures in the container (with my CG). hee okies, i think i shall end here. gotta go for service and meeting babe 2ml! tuesday's my birthday, so ii canceled tuition in advance to go for my class' bbq at the chalet! cool rite?! awesome! (2nd bday celebration) and finally, my cg's gonna celebratemy birthday on next saturday. they are gonna cook for me! yummy! =))

tuition kids

2008-08-11T22:43:00.002+08:00

weet! reached home at 945pm. was 15mins late. oh well, was playing the piano in the library after school just now. den Sam, Ash and their frens were lyk... omg. lol. cos normally i in class lyk boy-boy lyk that. den dey were lyk shock that i can play. haha. so funny! anyways, my tuition kids were pretty okies. not as retarded as wad i tot. the mummy was really nice. she's kinda soft spoken. yups. taught dem math, chinese, english. surprisingly, both kids are really good in math! and yea, dey learn pretty fast. cool! gonna see the small one again 2ml. hee. after that maybe ii go and meet babe bahs. tml my class' wearing black and white. best dress will win something. how lame. but oh well, just join in the fun and be part of the norm lorhs. haha. if not later end up lyk Sam that time lyk tt. ehems! haha. kkaes, gonna shower.
loves =)

sentosa adventure!

2008-08-11T15:08:00.008+08:00

weet! went to sentosa on national day. these are some of the pics. dere are more to go. trying to create a shutterfly account. had lotsa fun cans? took a SUPER long train ride before we finally reached harbor front. me and babe both wore a super man t shirt. hee. blue color der. bought a volley ball when we reached sentosa. we walked a super long way to the parlawan beach. the siloso one damn dirty and a lot of pple. btw, the 'we' refers to justin, jarrell, elynn, sly, ming jie, sylvia, babe, marcus and myself. yea. we swam across. wha! first time i swim so darn far larhs! but ii used the volley ball to keep myself a float. hee! played monkey on the other side of the beach. LOL! so hard to run for the ball in the water larhs! after which we went to buy lunch and that's when me and babe took those pics in the bus. hee. erms, we played volley ball, soccer and ultimate fris b after lunch. packed up around 6 cos it was drizzling. went for shower and den headed back to vivo for dinner at CJ. yummy burgers! =) cheong home after that. haha. wha, my class left only 9 people today. the rest all went off at break 2. LOL! k larhs. gotta go. byes! =)

muacks! btw, start of tuition today. sians..

new hair cut

2008-08-02T23:04:00.002+08:00

weet! nothing to do at the moment. so come here to blog. went out with babe this morning. went to cwp to eat and buy some clothes. went over to his place to watch the show 28 weeks. weird show. no head no tail = donch understand wads going on! haha. left at 230 cos i had to go home and get my hair cut. a hair dresser specially came down to have my hair cut. hee. she's good la! my hair! oh my lovely hair! ii simply love my new hair cut! weet! my fringe, and the shape and style of my hair! oh, ii simply love it! hee. watched the love guru for the 4th time with sister and her boyfren. he doesnt seem as interested as babe. he's soooo dumb! he and sister tooo clean for such shows ler lah. it's funny only if dey get the meaning of the dirty jokes. the show is not sexually disturbing, it's just the words dey use. but it's funny... for example, wad does guru stands for? Gee! yoU aRe yoU! or.. wad doese BIBLE stands for? Basic Instructions Before Leaving Earth! zzz. how lame can this be la! haha. k larhs, ii gotta go ler. oh ya, sister painted my nail and toes for me! hee. nice one la! and she gave me one of her pretty flower diamond ring. really nice looking! =) oh, babe pissed me off as usual. wadeva. but didnt argue with him. just told him that i donch wanna meet him and ii told him no nid to reply my sms. very mean eh? that's about it! anyone who visits my blog and wants tuition, can drop me a msg 93228975. primary school kids only ar! =)

medical check up day =)

2008-08-01T14:57:00.003+08:00

it's science today. how boring. cos everything is math! not even science! zzz. so dumb. listening to music and blogging while the first team is presenting. i donch even know wads going on. but doesnt matter. cos i wont be tested anyways. xD my last UT was yesterday which ii didnt go. went with babe for his medical check up yesterday. daddy fetched us there. waited sooo long for babe lar. i saw my secondary school fren- Frankie. the guy who used to jio me in sec 2. lols. he was telling me that he still kept all the letters ii gave him and stuff. oh well, i kept all the things he folded for me and the letters he gave me too. shyt, stupid faci changed place and sit beside me. now i cant listen to my music. and obviously ii mm not paying attention. anw, after babe's check up, we went to ikea to have a big feast! took pictures and looked around, resting at every sofa and wishing that it was ours. haha. we had spag meatball, salmon (one big piece of it), cheesy cheese cake, and raw salmon with vege (nt lyk we ate the veges). lols. guess what! ii got a B for my science UT. wha! ii used to fail lyk mad la! now ii get B! miracle! i got an A for cognitive week 15, though i was multi tasking. just faked through and typed out some points of what i hear during other group's presentation in my RJ and that's it! she tot i was really paying attention. lols. that's not all. my culture faci is best! i left school at 11 (first break). And she didnt realise that i was gone until meeting 3 which is presentation time! and in the comments, she gave me a C grade and said that i presented well in meetings 1 and 2, but i left at meeting 3. my point here is, i left at meeting 1 and i wasnt even dere at meeting 2! she's sooo blur! zomg! lalalas. vien and joelle went to causeway to help me print my pics. ii mm gonna make a photo frame for babe. a really cool one. supposed to be a surprise, but donch think it will be anymore, cos ii mm bringing it to his house to finish up. or rather, to start up! haha. but ii think it's gonna be pretty nice and cool gua. ain was telling me that she made that for her girlfren, and dey broke up the next day. zzz. scare the shyt outta me. oh yea, i saw bernard ytd at the bus interchange. he changed sooo much la! he recognised me and called my name. i was lyk... who are uu? do ii know uu? den he said he's bernard. arh, the way he pronounce his name is just lyk how he used to pronounce it since pri or sec sch- WEIRDLY! haha. but he's really sweet when he jio me that time. sigh, all the guys who jio me last time sooo sweet to me, but kena reject. now ii kena bao ying. meet all the guys sooo not nice to me der. =x okie la, babe not that bad to me. but still, we went thru alot of shyt before having wad we have now. hms... gonna find babe later. =) tatas.

distorted pics

2008-07-27T14:56:00.022+08:00

okies, i know these distorted pics may be kinda disturbing. but anw, these are also taken on friday. and uu know wad? dere's more! but wait! the rest more serious kind ders. doesnt this feels lyk neoprint? as in lyk... posing, and having borders, or 'distorting' the pic?

decent pics

2008-07-27T14:49:00.009+08:00

hee. these are some of the more decent looking pics taken on friday. after ii left school, i went to look for babe. hee. he sure cheered me up by taken stupid pics with me... we played condition zero tgt. hee. there are more pics to go... =))

2008-07-25T11:18:00.002+08:00

these pics are taken ytd at the bus stop before ii went home. so pissed off today. was alrd in a pretty bad mood jus now before ii enter the class. sigh. den someone had to irritate me even more. wha! ii bao zha until ii cry ar! moooo! baby called me. he was playing guan huai fang shi on his guit. wha liaox, ii cry siol! so quiet in class the whole day. rahs. he go army den nobody play guit for me to hear ler. later ii gonna play cs with babe. hais. ytd he called me, den he say he's very worried bout me when he go army. i mm worried bout him too. and ii miss him lots too! but i wan him to not worry bout me. ii wan him to concentrate on finishing his army. babe! ii really miss uu, yes i do! cant imagine wad it's gonna be like when uu're gone, but ii know ii ll be strong and wait for uu to finish uur 2 years of ns. ii will be strong. stubborn headed cow... moo! ii ll be strong in front of uu cos no matter what you'll never see me cry. but when ii mm all alone, tears just fall and crush around me when ii mm thinking of uu...

24th oct haix

2008-07-24T21:24:00.005+08:00

hms... going online to maple with babe soon. nothing's gonna make me smile again. took some pics with babe just now. ii post 2ml morning bahs. ii miss him. soon, he wont belong to me. he belongs to the government. haix. you know, it's not pms, but pas, which stands for pre army syndrom. zz. sounds stupid, but kinda sad lors. 2 weeks lehs! cant see him. but that's not all. if he goes out field and all that how? so many factors to consider. waitings... that's all ii can do. i cant seem to smile when ii saw the letter this evening. 24th oct. august my b'day, sept his b'day, oct 17 our third year anniversary, and 24th oct he's going in. ii mm lyk a childish kid, and ii mm selfish too. ii know he's going in army for a good purpose. but ii cant bear to let him go. listening to the song wo ke yi right now. remember the days he used to send me to school in the morning, the day we got caught holding hands at the school gate and my mum was called down, the day he and his frens waited for me after my test, the times he hold a bottle of pokka green t( our fav drink) in his hand, and send me to school, and he kept teasing me "wo ke yi pei ni qu kan ri chu" becos it's morning, so got no stars. zzz. so many memories. wads gonna wipe that fake smile off me? tell me. let me know. i seem to smile and be happy that he's going in. i jus donch wan him to see me sad or him to worry. we both feel terrible, but what can we do? 2 years, time will fly, he wanna sign on. baby, take care, be brave. but yet when ii mm at my lowest, ii realise ii mm all alone again. not becos he's not dere for me, but becos he's going in and ii ll be alone. hms... gtg loves.

problem-fied tongue

2008-07-24T09:41:00.009+08:00

enterprise today! hee. kept saying the wrong thing the whole morning. was asking ash "ash, where's ash?" so dumb! i wanted to ask ash where's sam! -___-" den, i continued " i tot got traffic light. uu never face the traffic light mehs?" zomg! i wanted to say... traffic jam! my faci was saying " she gone liaox. blur already." haha. so paisehs la! anw, i haven had much contributions for meeting 1. oh shit! i haven do my rj for ytd. shux lar! leaving later. very tired siols. the cap pics above are fee's. his tall tall tall cap. haha. kkaes. tatas.

irritatation in progress...

2008-07-23T12:05:00.004+08:00

yum! was eating joelle's milo cornflake balls. wadeva that is. erms, was pms-ing the whole morning cos of the cognitive der problem statement. anw, i managed to get a tuition kid- myuki (babe's niece). thursdays nites. i am needed for tuition and babysitting. haha. hms, but the point here is, when ii sms mummy, she asked me to ask daddy tonite. lyk... wth.. first she was sooo supportive of me quitting my job and wanting me to go for tuition, now she ask me to ask dad and stuff. wtf! kns! rahs! sooo pissed. still is in a bad mood. wasnt suppose to meet babe today, but he wanna meet me, so i called him. he said he wanna lunch with me, but he ask me to wait for him to wake up first. so farking irritated! donch know why oso. by the time he wake up oso donch know wad time ler lorhs. and it's lyk.. aiya! just very pek chek jiu dui ler! den today's problem statement, the group oso lyk no mood to do lyk tt, and we are lyk.. wth is going on? that kinda reaction! wha liaox! i really feel lyk going home lar! but babe not at home. and my grades! rahs! i think the faci saw me msn-ing just now. ii donch care lar. think she's gonna B me! rawrs! lalaas! irritated in progress!!!!

pizza family! =)

2008-07-22T22:27:00.002+08:00

before i go to sleep, (or rather watch the love guru with my sister), let me end with this post. president came to our school just now *how boring... cos nothing to do except to welcome and take pictures. but maybe he thinks our school is interesting. he stopped and look at the gongs just now (some instruments) which some of the students of that ig was playing to welcome him. it's cool. =) hms... he went on to the sports complex, but ii was too lazy, so me, how chwen and marsh left. went to look for babe, only to realise that he was at fuchun cc. took a bus from his place down to fuchun cc. went over to sister linda's place for awhile. after which, we went to meet daddy in law and sister evelyn's family. had pizza for dinner at cwp pizza hut. shiok! finished eating around 930. daddy drove me back to his place to get my bag, sister evelyn came over to fetch me home cos i stay pretty near her. awww..thanks! =) oh yea, i most probably will be tutoring myuki on thursdays and baby-sit at the same time. maybe from 7 to 9pm. yet to be confirmed though. hms.. but hor, you know wads? i am still wondering how to quit yoshi. haix. ii mm determine to quit before saturday. how ar? still thinking... thinking in process... sigh... alrites, ii gotta end here ler. that's about all for tonite. tatas! =) muacks!

pictures

2008-07-22T14:27:00.025+08:00

check out all the pictures. this is how free i am during my 2nd break out... vivien, how chwen and me. haha.

class morning

2008-07-22T10:08:00.003+08:00

yea, my almost dying face again. sian. culture change grp ler. This morning almost cant wake up for my test siol. the test wasnt that bad ii guess. hee. later the president's coming to my school. how boring. den i gotta stay back. but i think after that i will go and look for babe gua. haix, he owaes oso very busy der. busy with anything and everything else except me. he's lyk... ii wanna meet uu and ii must see uu, so uu must come and find me cos ii wanna see uu, and ii oso wanna do my own things. thats the kinda feeling he gives me. -__-" maybe cos ii too good to bully ler gua? but he do come and find me at times lar. but MOST of the time is i find him der. hahas. sigh.everyone's going down except me. as in dey are going for break. ii mm in the same grp as vivien, but dey ask her down for break, but donch even take note of me. zzz. wadeva lars. ii oso donch wana go down liaox. sian diaox. wadeva larhs.... tired!!

tuition application in progress

2008-07-21T19:58:00.006+08:00

okies, the first picture on top is wad i learnt today for math. btw, it's computing math. yea, i got the codes from my fren as mentioned. haha. the rest of the pics are my parents preparing to go for pastor shern's wedding. i reached home around 645pm. went to look for babe at cwp after school. so guai la. i stayed in class today! hee. as in lyk.. ii didnt leave straight after presentation. hee. listening to the song- that's not my name! hm.. it's kinda true that sometimes people do forget our names donch dey? or maybe some pple just lyk to change uur name lyk calling uu a bytch or something. wadevas. just a tot. yups. kunquan here is to look for my sister. btw, that's my sis' boyfren. my babe's doing some weird video stuff. ii didnt have dinner. or rather, i had durian for dinner. think ii mm gonna eat cornflakes again tonite. tomorrow go UT. sian man! uu know what my faci wrote to me when i pon my wk 12 lesson? as in she wrote for my wk 13's comment (and she gave me an A)- "Hi Amanda, I am honoured by your trust in me to share this private RJ. I am glad the experience has made you a stronger person and wiser in choosing your company.Excellent presentation today, with your scenario that classmates can relate to. I missed having your inputs in class when you were gone last week. Let's keep coming back strong to the last 3 problems in this module!" that's wad my faci actually wrote to me! she miss me! omg! ii mm going for her lessons man! =) haha. tomorrow the president is coming to my school. i donch know for wad. but wadeva. i m involve for CE points. CE points are for me to graduate. alrites. i just applied for the tuition thing. wonder wads gonna happen. haha. we shall see den! =)

sarah and me

2008-07-21T15:23:00.002+08:00

hey hey! look here! this is my fren sarah! =) she's cute rites? yea! my fren wads... haha. we are having presentation rite now. how boring. ash is saying the word crap for no reason. -__-" lols. just now my class mentor came into class. hms, mentor is something lyk... class form teacher. he was saying about my absentees and all. so sian. and i missed 3 math lesson ler. wonder wad was he telling my faci just now la. sian diaox. donch care man! hee. my presentation is over. it isnt too bad =) yea... gonna find babe later. wondering how to tell john ii mm resigning sial. sigh. k larhs, ii gtg ler. must pretend that i am paying attention. so, tatas!

codes codes MORE codes!

2008-07-21T09:13:00.002+08:00

look at my sick and tired face in class! =x lols. i used my webcam from my lappy to take der. hee. so tired. =( couldnt wake up this morning. was chatting on the phone with babe yesterday nite until i fell asleep. the best part of it is... when my alarm (from my hp) rang this morning, i realised that my phone was vibrating at my feet! so most probably ii kicked my phone ii think. woke up to see babe's msg about army... sigh. couldnt get up this morning lorhs. so tired la! didnt wanna go to school, but it will affect my grade really badly, so ii have no choice. haix. wasnt late for school today. yea! =) my teammates seem to be missing... as in lyk... ash is not here, fee is not here, sarah oso not here! left me and ira nia. den now deeviya came over. oh man... wadevas. managed to get one of my frens to send the codes to me. so, i will handing up his work. haha. now, i have to understand how the codes! oh my gosh! dying! lols. hungry... rahs. oh ya, later my class got dunno wad mentor person who will be coming. stupid. wad mentor siol. zzz. babe is still slping. lazy pig. miss him loads! hee. =) sooo tired. rahs! gonna sleep soon. tatas. you'll always be a part of me, and i m part of you indefinitely! =) muacks!

french toast babe!

2008-07-20T20:55:00.010+08:00

preparation....

the chef at work;baby!

french toast! =)

sweetened egg

bryan in babe's house

little bryan mapling

baby's DC jacket =)

look! at the sky... lols
yo! went for 11am service today with my cg. didnt go to work. i gave the excuse that i got locked up at home. guess it's time to set my life back on track. i may appear as a calm person who donch seem to care about anything, but if you know me better, you will know that i am someone who keeps everything to myself. i do have worries about the future you know. i m more mature than what you think of how i look. anyways, after cg, i went to look for babe. but before i was able to board the bus, my bag broke. crap la! so malu! i had no choice but to go home first cos my lappy was in my bag. after putting my bag down, i took bus 900 to the terminal before changing bus to babe's place. was soooo hungry la! waited for him to finish showering before going for lunch. we went to the coffee shop somewhere near woodgrove. wanted to eat the super nice prawn noodle, but unfortunately it wasnt open. went forward to eat laksa, but it wasnt open too. ended up at the coffee shop near fuchun cc. had a bowl of really disgusting mee pok, cos the person didnt take my order properly. babe was still hungry after his bowl of laksa, so we went to the kfc at fuchun cc. he had zinger burger meal. after which, we headed over to look for his sister before going back to babe's house. we accompanied his sister to have her lunch at woodlands centre. boii! my babe sure can eat alot huh! he ate seafood soup with rice! he was hinting for me to peel the prawn for him, but i teased him. either way, i still peeled it for him in the end. i literally fed him the prawn okie! haha. his sister was telling him " your other girlfrens where got so nice? grace oso never feed you lor." dunno wad babe mumbled to himself. but wadeva lahs. haha. oh, grace is my babe's ex. erhs... bryan wanted to eat french toast, so we went back to babe's place, and babe made french toast for us to eat. i packet 3 pieces home. lols. look at the above pictures! =) bryan is sooo small size rite? he's sooo cute lar! didnt managed to take a picture of babe's sister. but boy, she's hot and sexy! a very happening mother i should say. you wont believe she's a mother of 2! but oh well, some people may not lyk the way she behave, but i think she's more of the cool and modern kind. =) oh yea, she was telling me that daddy in law was telling her how much he likes me and nice he treats me. and he added "but dunno whether she know i treat her nice or not.". den she went lyk... " ya, she knows, she (me) got tell me how nice you are to her, how caring you are and all." so funny lar. oh daddy, of cos i know how nice you are to me. =) he makes pizza for me to eat cos he knows i am hungry, he orders pizza for me, send me home when i am in a hurry, whoa! a whole load of things man! he's really a nice daddy in law to have. actually, even nicer than my babe. haha. so is mummy in law! oh man! they are really nice people! =)) love dem lyk totally! maybe one day i should show daddy in law my blog, den he will be really happy. haha. eh! he knows how to speak and read english der okie! mummy in law is better in chinese. evelyn jie jie and her husband is nice too! i think her daughter myuki lyks me! hee. =) everytime if dey see me, and it's convenient for dem, dey will offer to give me a lift home. wads more is they make sure they see me into the lift. and if i forgot to call dem when i reached my doorstep and entered my house, dey will call my hp. that's how concern dey are about my safety. =) as for linda jie jie (bryan and shawn's mummy), haha! she's lyk a nurse to me. she's the really hip kind lor... naruto, maple, and everything. she's someone i can talk to when i have problems with babe. she understands how i feel. nothing much to say about kenny, cos i donch really communicate with him, but he's oso one happening and young father =) oh yes! how can i forget about bear! if you wonder who it is.. wonder no more! it's a dog! haha. linda jie's dog. i love it totally! it loves me too. i can sense it okie! haha. it licks me and is really excited each time it sees me, cos i donch really go up very often. oh, but it's getting old. he sits or lies on my lap. sometimes, it jumps onto shawn's bed while i am sleeping. hee. it's afraid of thunder though. so kawaii rites? anw, yoshinoya called me around 430pm just now, but ii didnt answer. dey didnt call me anymore after that. wadevas. donch care. i wanna resign ler. i wan my life back. babe was saying all the weird stuff ytd, telling me that he hopes i can have more time with him before he enters army and all. he's lyk totally... a different person. as in lyk... he sounded lyk he really cared for this relationship more than usual. i can sense it. from his words and his voice. sigh. babe, be strong kaes? love you! =) hms... babe wanna put more tattoo. i donch mind anymore, cos i see it as an art now. as long as he donch do those stupid things lyk... dragon and tiger... those cao lao kind den can liaox. hm, but ii think ii can trust his taste gua? if my parents see, the more they will say. dunno how siol. hms... so fan about alot of things. so tired. k la, that's about it. nothing more lers. waiting for daddy to get durian back from malaysia. had fried rice for dinner from the stall downstairs. feeling so uncomfortable now. they didnt cook it properly lar! zzz. tatas! =))

town today!

2008-07-19T20:18:00.007+08:00

i have absolutely no idea why i uploaded this random picture of mine. took this ages ago when i first cut my 30 plus dollars fringe! haha. anyways, this isnt my room. i donch have my own room to begin with. hms. i went for work this morning at 8am. i mean i reached there at 8. did opening for dem. so tired la. i ended at 12pm cos i told john that i was going to school for cca. but actually, i went out with babe. kinda indirectly told them that i will be quitting soon. haix. oh ya, just now before i left, got one horny couple called the stall. they are the couple that always call for yoshi delivery everytime after they finish deir sex bis. lols. i took their order, then i siam! haha. the store left murli, aunty, kwee lang and darren. end up murli went to deliver the order. so funny siol! anyways, went to meet babe and shawn. we went to town. was looking at babe skate and other skaters, bladders and bikers at the skate park. wha. they all sooo daring der lorhs. really lehs. den babe sprained his ankle. poor boii. shawn didnt wanna eat, so me and babe went to taka to buy the jap noodles, prata sauage and kabab. whoa! i was lyk sooo darn full larhs! hee. we were sitting outside taka eating, den the stupid guard chased us away. but luckily we about to finish liaox. after food, we went to walk around taka. headed back to the train station when the rain subside. walked around causeway when we reached woodlands before heading back home. just watched tom and jerry. lols. but the disc spoilt. sians. hee. suddenly miss babe alot siol! dunno why oso. but he going drink tea with ah bui dey all, so aiya, i told him not to come find me ler. donch think dey wanna come oso. some more i last minute tell him. so nvm la. ii gonna eat fried rice ler. after that i think i wanna sleep ler. if he calls, i donch think i ll answer gua. i mean, if i fall asleep ler, den i wonch answer lar. sigh. alot of probs running at the back of my head. got so much things to tell babe, but yet ii oso donch know wad i wanna say. you know.. it's lyk.. you feel lyk eating something but you dunno wad to eat and you die die wanna eat cos your mouth feels itchy! haha. so, it's lyk.. ii wanna talk for the sake of talking! -___-". k la, i think i wanna write letter to babe ler. very long never write letter to him ler. hee. got a lot of private issues to tell him. shall end with a picture of me and him bahs. miss him so bad!

2008-07-18T11:57:00.003+08:00

-cramps!

okies, was having mood swings the whole of ytd. when sam came into class, i started to have frenly arguments with him. den he was lyk... "uu pms ar!". bought chicken cutlet for my sister, delivered it to her school okie! and ya, stupidly walked one big round -____-". anyways, i left after my team finished presenting. went to the wash room before leaving school, only to realise "holy shit! i m stained with blood!". sms sam nn ash that i was bleeding. apparently sam didnt get wad i meant cos he asked me "huh? wad happened?" and ash was lyk.. "sam's too clean for dirty sms!" lols! had cramps the whole nite. arghs!

today... not in school. at babe's place watching him play counter strike. watched hottie and nottie with him on my lappy. he made breakfast for me =) so nice! hee. ouch la! my tummy hurts man! got ig meeting later. still thinking if ii wanna go or not. kinda sian lehs. cos donch know anyone dere. den tt stupid eddy (so-called guardian angel) oso not dere. he ps me lor! said he wanna go, but last minute got soccer (national team), so he aint going. foreva ps me der lorhs. haix. nvm. i may go if ii decide to. we shall see bahs. hms. so many days never post ler. cos everytime when i wanna post, the faci will look at my lappy. and when i am home, i wont feel lyk posting liaox. hee. have been mapling with babe and his nephew the past few days. bootes night at the forest, cc10. haha! k larhs, nothing much to write ler. oh ya, i feel lyk quitting my job. anyone wanna let me tuition? i need money to pay my bills. i know i grad with an o level cert. but i barely scraped through. so, i donch wanna get others into trouble. hence, i will only teach primary school kids! cos i am better with primary school stuffs. really! hellO! i got A* for my english and chinese! wad do you tink? =)) my o level english i had A2,and chinese A1. donch xiao kan wo okies! hee. i can type in proper and perfect english if i wan to. but oh well, this' jus a blog. so ya.. tatas!! =)

farksters!

2008-07-14T12:11:00.003+08:00

-irritated moo!

argued with babe on saturday. keep loosing my temper easily recenlty, maybe cos my girl thing is coming. sians. anw, had a pretty bad day on saturday. that's not the worse. when i was walking home, some arss was smoking in front of me, den i ended up coughing for the rest of the night! and ii am down with the cough syndrom now. fark! but obviously ii didnt tell my mum, cos she ll get all worked up about it and start to nag. how the hell am i supposed to rest when she nags? so ii rather not tell her. yea. she will start saying things lyk... "see la! sleep so late... blah blah blah" so annoying! so yea, ii kept it to myself.
woke up late for church on sunday so ii didnt go. wanted to go and see doctor, but ended up mapling with babe. dad came home and was pissed to see me online instead of being at church. and he off my router whilei was pq-ing. farkster! went to work after that. wasnt feeling well, so ii left at 4 instead of 9. he came to spot check me at 5. but ii was at babe's place at that time. so he tot i lied that i went to work. lyk wtf rites? ii work, dey not happy. donch work, dey oso not happy. farksters! anw, i was at babe's place. his sister was dere too. she fed me medicine and i fell asleep. cabbed home at 920, only to see black faces. shyt man! donch even wanna see deir faces cans?! nabehs! oh please my mum is leading bs? just take a gun and shoot me la hor! with that ugly side of hers, she can lead bs?! she is sooo unforgiving and she judges others and treats others lyk her enemy.. she can lead bs? oh my god! she's definitely good at faking things! in front of others, she's so nice. of cos nobody will believe that she treats my babe and his family lyk shyt la! wadeva man! she can fake in front of others, but not in front of me! ii mm her daughter! she's a piece of shyt! hate her faking things all the time! wad about my dad? talk about holiness and all. angry that ii didnt go to church. wad about him? i saw him looking at the 4D telepage! that's called holy?! ohmygod! all are just acting!! pissed off! babe's sister gave me medication. she's a certified clinic assistant. she didnt give me poison! dey made it sound lyk she gave me poison and all she did for me is sooo damn wrong! omfg! please la! if uu wanna know how nice dey treat me, uu will be surprised! cos though uu treat deir son (my babe) lyk shyt, dey still treat me nice! mummy in law knows ii mm sick, she purposely cooked my favourite soup for me. going over for soup later (today is monday lers). even if babe may not be an ideal bf, but his family is definitely nicer than anyone else. dey treat me lyk deir own daughter and ii mm serious about it! mummy, uu are such a pain in the neck. and daddy, uu are such a pain in my arss! seriously! uu guys should think and know wads going on la! uu know wad mummy said? she said things lyk.. ivan's sister is wrong! and that she should stop doing dis kinda things for me before dey go and scold her! hello! are dey adults? scolding ivan's sister? i scared later dey go over, dey malu demselves la hor! ii swear ii wonch side my parents, and ii will sing the praises of his sister and side her, if dey were to pick up a fight. yes, blood is thicker than water. but not so, when uur own parents are doing injustice! haix! so irritated by my parents! gonna have war again! piece of shyt! feel lyk flushing dem into the toilet bowl la! nabehs! ii wanna get out of dis damn house!!!!! dey are failures as parents lors! donch even know how ii feel and all. only expecting me to know how dey feel. dey do so much things just to make me and ivan break up. we have been tgt for close to 3yrs. if it's tt easy to break us up, we wont last dis long ler. and also, even if dey successfully managed to break us up, donch dey think that the consequences will be drastic? yes, dey can get wad dey wan. but ii swear dey will never see that smile and happiness on my face again. only babe can make me cry my hearts out and laugh my hearts out. dey cant! and never will dey be able to do this for me- deir own daughter! if dey are out to ruin me, den why bother to give birth to me in the first plaec?! later gotta go home and see deir face again! sian! tt's how i feel la! haix.

long long blog

2008-07-11T16:45:00.005+08:00

-neutral mood; but my thigh's muscle stretched.

sunday (6 july)
went to look for babe in the morning, argued with him before i went to woodlands stadium for youth day run; only to realise that i have lost all my stamina and speed. right angle got bruised by the string used for the 3-legged race. paired with elynn for that. yea. went to loy kee with elynn nn adam for dinner, before heading back to babe's house with adam, while waiting for shun bin. went for night cycling with shawn, shun bin, adam, and babe. okie, babe and shawn were skating. hms. we went all the way to rp (my school). went down the 3 storey high slope. soooo cooling la! cos of the breeze. went to the 7-11 behind church to get drink and i bought a pizza to eat. went seprate ways cos adam had to go back to malaysia. so babe sent me back to his place to get my stuff. waged a cold war with him. shun bin and shawn went back to look for babe while i cabbed home. shun bin learnt about our 'war' and they went to my blk. but parents were home, so i wasnt able to go down. my parents went down shortly after shunbin talked to me on the phone. so yea, dey obviously talked to shun bin and ivan.

monday (7 july)
so tired. cudnt slp the whole nite cos of the cold war between me and babe. babe called me in the morning and asked if i was going to school. i said no, and he asked me to go find him. he said we need to talk instead of avoiding the prob. i was rather scared cos it was the first time he said smthing lyk tt to me. sounded so serious! so i asked him wad we were gonna talk about- good or bad stuff. he said he didnt wan break to be the only solution. so i was more relieved to hear that. really impressed, cos it's the first time he said such a thing to me. anw, went to find him and had mac breakfast with him. nth much happened.

tuesday (8 july)
went to school but ash didnt come. sarks! haha. had chicken cutlet for breakfast with vivien. =) sam wasnt here either cos of ash. hms.. went to meet babe and had pasta for lunch. stayed for lesson. so guai rites? =) met justin and shun bin at nite, tgt with babe.yea, talked quite alot to justin. yea. we went to woodgrove for dinner- kway chap. saw judy jie (my eldest cousin). she's working at botak jones. she treated me a blueberry cheese cake. wanted to pay her back cos it's her hard earn money, but she didnt wanna accept. so i just say thanks... anyways, at least i tried rites? =) justin and shunbin were trying to play with babe's skate board which looked sooo funny. clowns! haha. went back to the park behind cwp. we all sat dere, watching babe skate and do stunts. justin said it was so relaxing and facinating. =) that's about it.

wed (9july)
raining in the morning. cudnt get up cos was too tired. so went to babe's place. lol. weiping oso late. he msg me cos he saw me in the bus. lol. haha. den he was going to the stall to eat breakfast. so zai cans? saw yang how on the way to get cab. no wonder weiping going for breakfast before going to school. haha. erms, took a super big cab. the price was also very big. not sure is it he cheated my money or cos of the morning charges. but i was quite sure that it's after peak hours. wadevas. went to babe's house to slp. watched meet the spartans with him. so darn funny la! ii mean the show. haha. =)) really enjoyed it.

thurs (10 july)
had a dying math test which i was totally clueless about. got an F for science module cos last week i was late and partial, and didnt hand in rj. wadevas.donch care. loser teacher. enterprise was rathe easy today. nothing much happen either. ain said something to me which made me lyk ...' oh, okies...' she was telling me that it aint that bad to be in the same grp as me , as wad she tot. she tot that it's stressful to be in the same grp as me. wadeva she meant by that. but i take it as a compliment. =) had steak with babe. =)

friday (11 july) TODAY! hee =)
had a long day in school. so drained. sister msg me to have dinner with her at pasta. haha. cos she couldnt have breakfast with me when i msg her dis morning. meeting her later. i guess after this i will go to her school to wait for her. surprise her. =) so tired. =x my right thigh hurts and i donch know why. maybe cos i strained my muscle. science faci didnt come today. vic and layhuh left. so again, me and ivan had to do mtg 3 tgt. =x we- ALONE! haha. went to look for babe during lunch. sorry ash, ps uu cos babe was looking for me. =( duibuqi! oh well, he was saying that he felt lonely (i mean ash). sigh. can totally understand how he feels. oh yea, babe just told me that tam is addicted to fagging already. haix. ash got drunk in class. thailand beer. haha. harun was sooo damn kpo and irritating! rahs! donch understand why he has to look at other pple's lappy screen. damn irritated! esp msn conversations! farker! anw, almost all the grp had the same ppt during mtg 3. all kapo from W2 de class. lols. i think my overall presentation for today was sarky. okies, today's rj question is- do u give up easily? oh man! how am i suppose to answer that? i mean, of cos i donch! (except when it comes to math n science.) but come to think of it, i did at least try but just that i failed and it's not my fault. hee. so tired and hungry suddenly. maybe cos ii didnt eat lunch. only had breakfast. waffle with maple syrup. sam's soooo kpo! he's looking at my blog! haha. lols. oh no! he's angry that i called him a kpo. oh come on, i donch mean it! love uu! see, ii mm nice okie! =) byes.

crisis

2008-07-03T23:31:00.003+08:00

- farked up kinda feeling

hms... got alot of probs going on. okies, not alot, just one. but it implicates alot of other things and people. sigh. sometimes ii wonder why pple DONT think! i cant declare what's the problem, cos many are reading my blog and it's not convenient cos it's some personal matters. anw, i feel lyk screaming. the only person who knows how ii truly feel is babe. thanks hons for being there to look at my ugly face when ii cry. love ya strong and firm shoulders. lets me know that ii can always depend on uu for comfort. =) ii appear as though ii am fine. but does anyone knows that some one out there is gonna die? any idea how ii feel about that person? hate him for ruining eveything! doesnt he has brains? i mean, even i can work! wad about him?! okies, not going to sooo much details. anyways, it's okie if uu donch work. at least donch trouble others and burden dem with uur shyt! come on! we have our own lives to lead okies! fark! bastard! that's how ii feel about uu. ii donch respect uu the least bit! a leopard that will NEVER change its spots! i look perfectly fine in class. but uu know wad? i am soo confused inside, and ii finally managed to let it all out when i met babe. hms. 2ml got jamz ig meeting. and the BIG deal is? Eddy's gonna ps me! whao! he's the only fren ii know from that ig la! oh well, he has soccer training! thanks ar dude! =x erms, had lunch in my school's canteen with ash and sam. lyk... it's totally a BIG thing, cos it's the first time ii actually sit in the canteen for food! yaya, wadevas. and you know wad? i am still thinking about that issue which is bugging me! sigh. now chatting with my babe's ex. but erm, NOT LIA! never will ii chat with her okies! chatting on msn with grace. (his most hated ex.) lols. but she isnt as bytchy as LIA la! so ii oso donch know why he hate her so much, tho she called me a bytch before- but ii totally understand why she said what she did. anyways, donch wanna talk much le larhs. good nites! oh ya, ii screwed today's enterprise UT! =) grats me la!

finally i set my mind!

2008-07-02T21:13:00.004+08:00

- decided to be a winner =)

winner? yea. not gonna pon school anymore! set my mind right back on track. FINALLY! hee. realised that i shouldnt keep ponning cos it's gonna affect my grades and the way the facis think about me! =x yea! and babe also asked me to stop ponning! hee. anyways, nothing much happened today. Ash and Vivien ps me. both asked me to go to school, but end up both also never come! kns! next time donch believe what dey say le! haha. 2ml got UT! sian. enterprise getting more difficult siol! all those stupid calculations! ii am totally lost la! zzz. hms, today the cognitive faci never come cos she's sick. den some indian man took over. (ii mm not being racist here okie!). hee. he's kinda strict and his style to teaching is very different. perhaps he's one of the more experienced facis around? he limited our presentation to only 4 slides per team! lyk.. wth la! oh, i got a B for monday's grade though i left halfway through. it's easy to fake the math faci. i handed in my RJ late, but at least i bothered to do my work and submit. most of them didnt! haha. so it's like... i stayed for meetings 1 and 2 only, and my attendance is partial, but i get a B! haha! at least i bothered to do my work okies! anyways, i signed up for tuition agency online. wonder if that angency is still in use or not la! zzz. wadeva. hope they will get back to me soon. ii wanna teach primary school dudes. easier and the timing wont be soo tiring for me. not like working at yoshi. went to look for babe after school. daddy in law sent me home. mummy cooked char soba today. YUMMY! =) seriously, my family has SUPER GOOD COOKS! donch need to spend money on very EXPENSIVE food, but yet the food taste EQUALLY GOOD! =) what does this mean? simple! my parents are good cooks and they can make anything taste incredible and awesome. thus, it is proven that cheap food can taste just as good as expensive food, or even better! =) yupps. oohs! ii stayed throughout today's lesson. such a good girl ehs? lyk... DUH! yups.
Is education for our future job, or for our life? many will say is for our lives, but to me, i feel that it is to get us a job so that we have the money to support ourselves/ lives. so i guess it's interlink. yea! =)
babyy ii miss uu. there's no reason why and there's no explanation to it. ii simply miss uu suddenly. have been thinking about alot of stuff recently about uu nn me, and at dis point of time, my heart's saying- ii miss uu honey! =)

ordinary day

2008-06-30T10:50:00.004+08:00

- sigh... if only things can turn around.

sunday. so tired. woke up late for work. i went to give mailers as soon as i reached yoshi, cos ii didnt wanna stay around in the store to look at that stupid carly! she didnt even know ii was late until ii called the store to tell her! dumb! den got one 3 or 4 days new guy (yan jun's fren), was having fever. and she asked him to do this and that, donch wanna let him go home rest! i was sooo pissed off la! den ii called sharon to complain cos ytd she off ma. she asked me to pei her eat new york at lot 1. her treat. she called the stall around 4 plus and told carly that my mother called her to ask me to go home. haha! she say family issue! lols. den carly got no choice but to let me go at 4 plus, when i was suppose to end at 8 or 9! haha! dey down crew siol! too bad for carly! =x haix. i went lot 1 to find her. she treat me eat waffle honey with ice cream (from new york). she had steak with ice white chocolate and cheese garlic bread. so nice! =) john called her to tell her that she's gonna get transferred out. she started to cry. dunno y but ii felt very sad lorhs. altho she and babe always argue, but ii mm not bias, i know both oso in the wrong. after babe quit his job, the only reason why ii mm staying on is for sharon. cos on the day of my interview, she said tt she is very reluctant to employ students from RP cos she got bad experiences with a few of dem. and she got screwed by john before 'why hire a couple in the first place?'. cos dey were afraid that if babe leave, i oso will leave. so ya, the reason why ii stayed is for sharon. but john called her yesterday to tell her that she got transferred to bugis! haix. ii very sian lors. she's very nice to me and when she do the schedule, she will do properly. as in lyk, if we tell her that we gotta leave or cant work on that day or wadeva reason, she will okie okie der. den now john gonna take over. ii farking sian! =x suddenly at a lost lorhs. ii cant do anything to help her. and it's lyk.. ii have lose the reason to stay on at yoshi. but ii nid the cash. i dunno wad to do. ii really dont! den new york the manager damn funny. keep asking me and sharon to join them. lols. haix. so far from my house, you think ii will go mehs? ii donch know wad to do now lorhs. =x btw, the new york manager used to be from yoshi, so he was lyk damn eager to hire me and ii donch know why oso. zzz. frankie oso maybe gonna hire me to his company. aiya, ii really donch know wad to do lors! haix. i hope she can stay on at cause way yoshi! ii mm gonna miss her! donch know wad life's gonna be lyk when she's gone. sigh. okies, today is monday and it's math. ii mm going off ler. now is 1220. tonite den ii wait for elynn to teach me how to do the vb thing! woot! byes! =)

paiseh siols!

2008-06-28T22:01:00.001+08:00

- ouch! it hurts!

okies, first, let's talk about my GREAT FALL on today! oh my god! sooo freaking paisehs can?! ii fell down at yoshinoya! and all the customers where lyk starring at me la! den ah bong ask me to faster stand up, cos nobody see yet. NOBODY SEE My head ar! wha liaox. damn paisehs! =x i was holding my large beef bowl in one hand, and my hp on the other. was calling shawn cos ii had a miss call from him (think is babe used his hp to call me gua). i was struggling to push the door open so that i can go into the kitchen to get more beef soup. and you know what happen? ii fell down! oh my god! now my legs are bruised! and ii mm wearing a dress to school today! =x let me tell uu how ii fell down... i slipped and fell on my KNEES! it was so painful that i cant stand up la! den ii turned one round and sat down, still holding the stuffs in my hand. B-E-A-U-TIFUL FALL! =)) i sat down cross legged, lyk some chinese gods. (obviously ii mm not and i donch believe in chinese gods). ya. so retarded la! ii was sitting right outside the kitchen! sooo malu! diu de lor! why that place soo slippery sia! =x that happened when ii was having my break. i was doing counter in the morning and ah bong confiscated my hp cos he saw it lying on top of the cash box. soooo pissed off la! den ii cursed and swear cos hp= my life! some more ii didnt even use it! ii was serving customers! den carly came back for attachment. sian diaox. she's from taka now. she sooo farking guo fen la! ask her to do overring, she say she only trainee manager (cos she donch wanna answer for it). she wanna give all the shyt to sharon. mei mei and ii sooo angry lors! we go bao toh her to sharon. den sharon fark her upside down siol! =) den before mei mei go home, she ask mei mei to take hot water and keep asking her to do this and that. i so pissed off lor! ii ask mei mei donch do. cos carly everytime oso donch wanna help us wad! so why should we help her! at nite got no closer, den she kept asking me to stay for closing! she lyk sooo scared that sharon will ask her to close lyk tt! until i told her that alex is gonna come back for closing, den she stopped asking! stupid! sharon asked me to run counter with carly but ii donch wan. so i ran to the toilet. den ah bong came out to run counter with carly. so ii went in to the kitchen to wash the bowls. haha! so slack. den sharon say ii best! let both managers run counter. ii say of cos la! ii sat ky lehs! xD that's about it for saturday.

CHEM IS A PIECE OF SH*T

2008-06-27T09:52:00.003+08:00

- china-fied
lols! ii am sooo mean. having science lesson now. it's the china faci again. and uu know wad? change group liaox! shyt la! and who's in my group? ivan, vic, sarah and layhuh. and wad's wrong with my group? no one's here except me and ivan. yea! great! and we donch know a single thing! oh man! and now uu know wad? ii mm gonna cry soon. now is meeting 3 ler. ii have been typing this post entry since meeting 1. too irritated with myself to continue. so ii shall end here bahs. haix. =(

BLOOD DONATION FAILURE!

2008-06-26T20:42:00.004+08:00

hms, nothing special today. had enterprise the whole day. as usual, clueless and blur of everything tt's going on, but just pretend to listen and participate. =) was late for a minute or 2, but ii was marked present, cos a number of them wasn't here. anyways, wad's enterprise? it's all about money. today we learnt about some taxing stuff. how boring. oh, uu know we are taxed for our garbage? shux, ii forgot the actual name of it. but ya, there is such a thing as tv license tax too. was trying to webcam with marcus but it didnt work. my cam broke down lyk ALWAYS! hee. during meeting 2, ii was watching anime of some new one called knight vampire or vampire knight. something lyk tt. everyone was going thru the worksheet, but ii jus slack la. hee. i mean, after ii presented my question, i was oblivious to others'. yea. went for my IG bazzar thing cos i was suppose to tend the stall from 12 to 1. accompanied krystal for blood donation. BLOODY SHYT! ii queued soooo freaking long and when the doctor examine me, he told me tt i was unsuitable cos ii mm 40kg! he discriminates short pple! hello! ii mm short! ii mm 158! acceptable weight! but, the minimum weight it 45. sigh. so ii didnt make it for the donation as much as ii was eager and keen to! ii am AB+ blood okie! rare blood donation lehs! but the doctor still didnt allow. krystal donated half way and some how it got clot of something. so she only donated 300g instead of the full bag. after that, the nurse bandaged her hand with a green colored bandage. i saw the pink one and i lyk it! it has smiley printed on them. and it's bought from overseas. sooo cool rites? hee. den the nurse was sooo weird la! she gave me the pink one, by bandaging my hand though ii didnt donate blood. or rather, dey didnt sark my blood! hee. lols. saw a guy in pink which looked lyk joel. maybe cos ii didnt wear my spects. haha. oops! but when he smile, he didnt look lyk joel after all. maybe beta looking than joel! haha. but yea, lyk ii said, ii was jus hallucinating cos ii couldnt see clearly without my SPECTS! wore the dress which mama bought for me. think it's nice, but when ii met baby after school, he said somehow the dress didnt look rite on me. but ytd he commented that my blouse was nice (another top) =) yea. hms. tam isnt in school today again. sarah is finally back, so is vivien. vic jus asked me wad to tax for the RJ thingy. ii said tax the faci so that they wun wanna enter our class, and we will have holiday everyday! and she asked me " uu mean we can tax the faci?" oh my dear vic! are uu awake? i was jus kidding! haha. okies, was kinda pissed when ii reached home to find tt mummy didnt cook dinner. so sian. going down to buy kfc now. i arent rich okie! mummy and grandma gave me the money for dinner! haha. anw, my class ordered starbucks ytd. ii had my usual- chocolate chip cream frap venti. thanks joelle for helping me to pay first. hee. tt's about it for now =)

UT AGAIN!

2008-06-25T10:45:00.003+08:00

- fried!

hms.. having fried rice now. hungry sial. woke up around 8 dis morning. yu hern xiao di woke me up. oh ya, i know him from maple. -___-" hee. anw, i was 2 mintues late for my UT test! rahs!! haha. but oh well, i think it's not that bad gua. i mean my test. a bit screwed, but cant be soo bad ii guess. =) today is cognitive again. sians! donch even know a shyt about what's going on. sigh. wadevas! anyways, i am sooo freaking tired still! think ii beta get more rest tonite. =x ytd nite ii went to meet babe after my mtg. wha, he's lyk a zombie! sooo worried for him la! bought ice cream for him, he oso donch feel lyk eating! imagine how bad it is for him. he's even afraid to sleep with the lights off! poor boyy. mwacks! i love uu! *hugs uu tite* tammy is oso going thru a rough patch in her life. almost the same as mine. if not, exactly the same. hope she knows that we care about her! WAKE UP SOON DEAR!!! everything's not over yet! hang in dere hons! =)) i love you lots tammy baby! missed uu today cos uu didnt go to school. no one went to school with me this morning la! silly gurl. cos of her uu aint going to school. what a foolish thing to do! =x sigh. cant meet babe today. but ii wonder if he's gonna be okies. uu know, each time ii cant meet him,ii get very scared? not lyk he will kill me or something. ii jus donch wanna let go again. he said that it's okie if ii donch meet him later. cos he wanna go to his sister's place. hms... really? ii donch know. oh ya, ytd he was online and some horny freak tot he was a girl, so babe played along and the guy wanted to meet him. ii took babe's phone and wanted to disturb the guy. but babe didnt allow me to. =x hms... listening to the song- ni na me ai ta. suddenly thinking about alot of things. remind me about joel, and also how he was dere for me when ii was sooo farking down. but he's with another girl already. so ii jus wish him all the best bahs. though we arent tt close frens anymore, but at least we are still frens. the only diff is, not that close. hms.. think of him, ii ll think of elisha, my pri school bestie. up till now, still my bestie. =) dino msg me ytd to tell me her mid year is screwed. lols. think she will be fine der la! hee. miss her! =) now tt it's after break, and everyone's back in class, it's sooo NOISY! and ya, ash jus said tt ii look some ah lian cos ain asked me to push the chair to her, and ii was lyk... pushing it away, as though ii was gonna wack her or something, though ii had no intention of doing so?! lols. yea. so its like, ii am FREAKING TIRED! feel lyk running away from class, but ii got ig meeting later. and for this module, ii got an x last week. donch wanna get a D again. bad impression. shall run away some other day. hee. wearing my new top which my mummy bought for me ytd. haha. tammy number 2. only diff, ii have longer hair. and she's more stylo milo than me. ii draw eye liner today. oh, did ii jus say ii drew eye liner? hms... yea, ii did. with my blunt eye liner pencil. black color. and alittle mascara. wadeva uu spell tt. lols. aites. gonna do my worksheet ler. wonder where's vivien. jus realised that she's missing from class. hope she's fine. =)

some shyt

2008-06-24T11:37:00.003+08:00

- RESPECT!

having culture today. woot. ii came to school! lyk really- ii am gonna stay in school. in class! yea. anw, was reading vivien's blog. sigh. yy is everyone breaking up? suddenly feeling sooo scared siol. =( tam oso broke up with her girlfren. cos her gf lyk some other girl. hmx... hope she's gonna be fine. hms... anw, i am sooo tired today. i mean... tired everyday. sounds lyk ii mm some sick kid. lols. anw, was late for about 10 mins for class today. but you know wad? the faci was kind enuf to mark me present instead of late. thank god! =x see, i mm sucha good girl. i stay in class and never run home. xD okies, jus finished presentation. haha. imagine how long more ii will take to finish typing this blog entry! -__-" sooo tired. bet ii mm gonna get a B today. cos she caught me not paying attention for a few times. lols. haha. ooh lala. my fren marsh is sleeping in class! he's snoring! oh, but not dripping saliva yet. hee. lols. vivien left after ppt. now waiting for my ig to start. my dear bei gui ya. (a ghost lied on top of him). think he's feeling kinda horrible. told him to go out for some fresh. oh shyt! ii mm going for the enterprise ig meeting alone. sians. okies... how interesting! >.<>
loves!

MADE IN CHINA

2008-06-20T11:27:00.004+08:00

-oh! my faci's from china!

do uu have clothes made in china? or uur bra or toys or bottoms from china? even calvin klein's wallet (my fren's wallet) is from china. and he's lyk sooo farking shock! cos he paid 45 bucks for it. -.- to begin with, yy was he sooo dumb to buy such an expensive purse? lyk... TOTALLY DUMB ASH! haha. oops! anw, ash is being racist here. as in... he really dislike our new science faci who's a made in china. sigh. i donch really hate him. jus dislike. or rather, i guess ii miss my dear mr steven chong. simply becos, he's the faci who owaes gives me A or B regardless of wad shit ii am doing or how bad my presentation screwed up. now comes this china faci, who keeps looking at what shit ii am doing -blogging, frenster, gaming and using my hp. god! and of all things, dey made the grp ldr. best teammates aites! ash is leaving at 1pm! sigh. i am lost la! lyk really very lost! =x think ii am sooo gonna get a B or C today. the china faci doesnt seem please with my behavior in class. wadevas la! kns! ii wan steven chong back in class!!! =x my grades! omg! sigh. think i am sooo gonna screw year 1! =( saddeds. anw, ii gotta try to figure out wads going on. so ya, tatas for now. loves!

2008-06-19T18:45:00.003+08:00

hey babe! sooo many things happened recently. i can hardly breathe. the world seems to be spinnin so fast that i cant even catch up with time. i jus wish time can come to a stand still. sigh. babe is no longer at yoshi cos of a couple of reasons and i support him all the way. den ytd i kicked up a fuss about something. sigh. i wonder if things will turn out the way i think it will. only time can prove me rite or wrong. hopefully wadeva i think is wrong. sigh. sooo stressed up. if only someone understands the pain and all... going off for dinner. haix. byes

DARKNESS

2008-06-16T23:00:00.003+08:00

-wadevas!

once again, i pon school today. so smart rites? first day of school n i alrd pon. lols. (cos school jus reopened). went to look for babe early this morn. den went to yoshi with him. he was suppose to make delivery with sharon. but dunno y last min sharon say no nid (so end up i went with her). hms... tt's not all. my babe was really pissed cos the managers were rude and he felt stupid to go down so early to help when his help is actually not appreciated or needed! lyk... WTF eh? sigh. we took a cab to lot 1, only to realise tt we were suppose to head to jurong east! we took a cab down and back to cwp. total cab fare: close to 30 bucks. who paid? JOHN! hee. anw, i m freaking tired. studied for my science test. can uu believe it? i actually study. oh well, cos i screwed the first one. hope this one will be better. if not, JUST KILL ME! haha. my dinner was kinda crap cans? lyk... pao, over nite pizza and 2 pathetic siew mai? freaking hungry cos ii didnt eat the whole day! (and only to realise tt mummy didnt cook dinner). wadevas. i went down to ta pao food at around 10. too hungry lers. bought ee mian up. =) hms... soo dark in my room! gosh! i haven shower la! STINKS! =x hee. lalas. nothing special happened, jus tt my babe's kinda pissed with the attitude of my managers. gosh! y dey treat him lyk totally diff from the way dey treat me? maybe both are equally sensitive and stubborn. sigh. wonder how long more are dey gonna torture babe. haix. but den again, if he leaves now, is he really gonna work at jack's place? i donch think he wanna work dere... i donch know la. sigh. not gonna think. gonna play game, clean up myself, and go to bed. stupid PERIOD! my tummy better NOT hurt during my test 2ml! RAHS! =x

FATHERS' DAY

2008-06-15T22:22:00.004+08:00

-feels lyk... WTF!

okies first, i was doing closing ytd and dunno wad happened but apparently weiping (mr cute) was really pissed off about something and ii donch know wad thing. wadeva. den erms, he started throwing stuffs so i helped clear the rubbish so that it will be easier for him to clean up. cos apparently the one closing the lobby didnt wanna throw the rubbish. i was closing the counter ytd. gosh! i only know how to dismental the stuffs, but after washing, alex helped me to fix dem back. thanks! oh did ii say that alex and natalie are tgt? anw, dey ARE tgt. =) dey only know each other thru work for a few weeks. so fairy tale rites? jus lyk me and my babe. hee. but i knew him for a few months before we got tgt. 2 more days and it will be 2years and 8months for us. how time flies. erms, ya! ytd rites, when i was working (counter), there was a super long queue. n uu know wad happened? I STARTED DRIPPING! sounds sooo wrong rites? ya! i quickly cleared the queue before going to but PAD from gardians and heading str8 to the TOILET! rewind alittle bit ar... after clearing the queue, i went to the kitchen to get my purse. and dear MR JOHN asked me where i was going with my wallet! so i just said i nid to buy something and head to the toilet. and apparently he didnt get wad i mean, so i kept saying buy something.... lyk hello! dere's sooo many staffs in the kitchen! did he expect me to say out the word PAD?! lyk... WTF! but after saying 'buy something' for a few times, den he got wad i meant. HOW DUMB!!!! ya, tt's wad happened YTD. As for TODAY....
oh well, didnt go church this morning cos i was too tired and hence was late. woke up at 11am, (too late for church), so went to find babe instead. i was sooo freaking tired! but i met him only for an hour or so and i headed home cos dere was some gathering at my place. oh gosh! it's sooo crazy la! I NEVER WANNA HAVE THIS KINDA GATHERINGS AGAIN!!! everyone was talking about the way i dress, making me sound lyk some REALLY BAD KID who SHOULDNT be working and studying at the same time. i mean, WTF is wrong with dem?! seriously! my grades are PERFECT okies! dey asked me to spend time with my family and be a good girl and all. lyk hello! uu guys donch accept my boyfren den forget it! i donch nid all those craps from uu! lyk... the whole day dey were saying how much they care for me and all. i know uu guys care, but uu know wad? uu all made it sound as if i am brat or something. come on, i am 17, i wanna have my own room (which i donch, but i donch mind cos i love my grandma), i wanna hang out with my boyy, get drunk? (NO!), erms.. i wont go clubbing and stuff and i wont even pick up that farking stick of cigar ever again! the last time i tried one, eeeel! the feeling sarked big tym. okies, i haven pick up drugs yet and i aint going to anyways, cos it sounds stupid instead of cool to me. wadevas. and ya, wads wrong with the way i dress? not lyk i wear tube? not lyk i wore some bare back top? not lyk i wore some tite mini skirt and act lyk some sexy naughty bitch. wth is wrong? just a spag top with black skinnys, a little revealing cos my skinnys are pretty loose tt's all! i mean, no one saw g string sticking out rites? (not lyk i wear g strings though, it's just an xample dude. donch get me wrong here.) ARGHS! wadeva okies! jus soo fed up. i donch lyk the way one of my aunt who touch me lyk some pervy! hello! ii mm GROWN up! donch touch me lyk tt in front of my uncles! ARE UU MAD OR SOMETHING?! seriously, if uu were my fren of something, i wud SLAPPED uu! (even if today's gathering was for the KING'S birthday or something....). jus when i finally manage to get into my room, my dear cousin asked me " wad do uu see in ivan." okies, bottom line- UU JUS WAN ME TO BREAK UP JUS LYK UU AND UUR BOYFREN? NO WAY HONS! the world DOESNT work dis way okie! and wad's with uur mum asking whether he's studying or not! i've tot about it okies! NOT EVERYONE IS CUT OUT TO STUDY! y do uu guys make it sound lyk uu are NOT against him and is simply caring about him? hello! i mm no fool. wad uu guys owaes LOVE to say - we jus wanna protect uu from him and cos we love uu nn we care about uu. HEY! isnt it lyk.. CONTRADICTINg?! protecting me from him, vs, NOT against him and is simply caring about him. what kinda fark is dis? uu think i mm blind? if we are not cut out for each other, den the bottom line is- eventually we wont be tgt. come on, i m not a cheap girl. but at the same time, i jus wanna let nature takes its course k! GIVE ME BREAK! (i donch nid a kit kat tough). =x so tired of all the mask dey put in front of me. ya, so wad even if my sis is gonna be richer than me and so wad if her boyfren is some rich kid. so wad even if she does government service and he is in the uni. seriously, SO WAD? my sis has to go to school everyday to feel the stress, and get only 1300 for her pay? if i sell fragrance, i jus gotta sit dere, and i get 1700 after minusing cpf. do i nid brains to be a sales-sy? NO! but of cos i aint gonna be a sales girl. i mm jus stating an xample here. okie, y i lyk my babe? wad i see in him? 2 words for uu... TACIT KNOWLEDGE. so i donch nid to do any further xplanation here. cos tacit knowledge remains tacit cos it cant be put in words or sometimes, pple simply donch bother to try to xplain. also, wad i say, u may not understand. so, i donch see the point of me xplaining, if uu keep bombin me with questions when i xplain. uu know wad? ii mm seriously NEVER gonna take another off day from my work, for this kinda gathering! NEVER EVER! i donch mind taking time off to bring my little cousins for movies or something. but NOT with pple tt comment okie! yea, i mm freaking pissed and ii mm feeling soo... WTF! school's starting 2ml. HOW BORING!

PISSED

2008-06-13T01:06:00.003+08:00

-RAWRS!

omg, i slept till 130pm ytd afternoon. woke up and went over to babe's place. was trying to help him fix his damn bed but i think i was more of a hinderance. oh well, i have never been good at fixing stuff anyways. mummy in law cooked dinner for me before i left for work. and ya, nothing much happened except tt the day simply SUX! got complained by a farking bytch customer. i mean, hello! she's soooo darn arrogant and farked up larhs! she threw her money at me! worse of all, i made a wrong order! and when i replaced the order with a new one, she said the beef was too little! farking bytch! go and dine somewhere else then! anw, we added more beef to her combo and she was alrd boiling by tt time. lyk obviously- she lodged a complain. oh well, not lyk i give a damn about a stupid bytch lyk her who's such an ARSS! yea! den erms... babe pissed me off. but we were fine after tt. was helping him with his ns form thingy, but got scolded by him instead, cos ii couldnt find the thingy. was sooo pissed off, that ii told him " uu are the one who's going NS and not me!" sigh. amanda is sooo not smart when she said tt cos she's feeling stupid rite now! haixx... i was the one who volunteered to help him, but ii ended messing things up. wadevas. did closing and is soo freaking tired. but ii cant fall asleep, cos i jus argued with him about the Ns thing. aiya, wth la! i sent him a really depressing msg. oh wait, did ii tell uu tt my manager (area in charge) John Lee treated me chawanmushi? hee! =) haix... but the msg ii sent out is still lingering in the back of my mind. off day today. when i reached home jus now, mummy said she saw a freaking big lizard. and she's soooo pissed off! she blamed it on my smelly yoshi uniform, apron and shoes! sorry! hms.. considering the fact that i am sleeping on the floor, i should be more worried, cos i am scared of LIZARDs! (esp if uu spell it wrongly as- LIA). sensitive! use 'sensodyed'! crap! ii mm seriously getting outta my mind. gosh! shall end here.

IKEA YTD

2008-06-11T18:02:00.003+08:00

mushi! here to talk about ytd. was doing closing ytd so reached home around 1230am this morn. how tired.. anw, was out since morning 10am ytd. went to look for babe and found him still asleep. but ya, my favourite thing and best damn thing is to wake him up; which was obviously - SUCCESSFUL! =) he told me tt daddy in law was gonna fetch him, me and mummy in law to ikea around 12pm. wha! sooo excited. okie, it wasnt tt exciting cos we alrd planned it since lyk monday? yupps. daddy called and picked us up. after which, we went to tampines ikea. wha! so big la! *i mean the store* (what were uu thinking?) -___-" hms. daddy and mummy -in laws walked around themselves while me and babe went shopping around tgt. lyk duh! the place was sooo big and so we had to contact via hp. yea. walked from around 1pm to 4pm. went to get bed for babe and mummy in law. i bought a huge photo frame, 2 towels, and a teapot for my mummy. towels- to draw on. photoframe- to make something really nice for babe. cos he's going army pretty soon i think. aww. i mm damn sad la. okie, let's not talk about the army part. hurts me uu know. we were discussing about wad kinda beds to get. seriously, it felt lyk we were a family. babe was sooo excited when he found his dragon stuff toy. LOLS! uu know the long one which is lyk a snake? yea. but the snake one is outta stock. after which, we all went to grab a bite (i mean a BIG bite) from ikea. daddy in law spent 50 plus on lunch for 4 person (including his own share). oh let me share something super EMBARASSING! i wanted to get tea for babe. but dere were 2 buttons. i pressed the rite one at first, but nth came out ( cos dere was no more tea), but i tot i pressed the wrong button. so i pressed the second button. and only milk came out. i was sooo paisehs, cos the guy on my left kept staring at me. worse of all, i did something stupid- taking sugar, creamer and stirrer! he was starring at my cup of milk, the sugar and creamer in my hands! gosh! soooo paisehs. but i ended up pouring the milk away and pressed coffee. hms... dere's sooo many files in my laptop. scanning for virus rite now. out of point. wadeva. yupps. den sharon called me and asked me some stuff. den she bluff me tt ii mm suppose to work at 5 (when i m suppose to work at 6!) kns! i reached my work place at 630 anw. not lyk i care! babe was on off ytd. today my turn. hee. oh yea, the beds are arriving in babe's house 2ml. =) and erhs.. when i reached, dere was NO customer. ytd's sales was super bad! =x around 940pm, joyce came back from great world city. she bought cakes for us to eat. woot! one piece of cake cost 7 to 8 bucks! she bought at least 5 pieces of it la! and mind uu, it's not one whole cake k! it's jus a small slice. oh, but the cheese was really good la! =) and ya, when i was at ikea, i also ate cheese cake. lols. anw, i ll be bringing my family out for dinner pretty soon. waiting for daddy to be home. had kfc with babe and mummy in law dis afternoon. she seemed really happy. =) tt's about all for now. mwacks! babe, i miss uu!

GREAT WORLD CITY

2008-06-09T00:31:00.003+08:00

- sian ar!
wha, later going to great world city. working from 12 to 8. but uu know wad? ii dont care. cos ii m gonna go dere late. do uu know how boring it is dere? oh man! uu can practically/literally, catch houseflies to kill time dem. i mean, you are free enough to rebond your hair (which takes exactly the whole day). in short- NO CUSTOMERS; despite the place being pretty big. oh wadevas. babe's working from 11 to closing. oh no. he's gonna be sooo tired cans? sigh. he's gonna make a delivery with sharon and john. hms... and dey throw me at great world. how boring! lala. ytd (a few hours ago)- yan jun, mei mei, babe, muli, yang how (daddy), weibing (uncle), sharon, CARLY, nat, and auntie all got work. wha! tt CARLY make me damn du lan again today. but anw, sharon told me that she's going off on the 15 june! yes man! uu know how guai lan and loser she is? in the kitchen dere was only sharon (who was busy settling stuffs), auntie (busy chopping the food for our orders) and there CARLY is, standing lyk a STATUE! damn it! den when i asked for hot water, she ignored me. WTF! she think manager big shot ar? pls la hor! even my area in charge manager - John ( higher post than her), and sharon (store in charge), also will take hot water for me (for the miso soup), and they will even clear the bowls at the lobby. what about that farking CARLY? all she knows is smile and greet and yell at us to do lobby. she damn bytch can? she thinks she doesnt have to do anything? shuddup man! go home and shake leg la! even the boss of yoshinoya oso got things to do. much less, her! daddy was soo pissed off tt he said that he ban CARLY from the kitchen! haha. and ya, den she dont know go where, (anything and anywhere she went, except to help me get the freaking hot water), and finally she pop up at the kitchen again, to help cut the chicken and stuff. wth! and also, jus now i haven count the drawer's money, den she closed the cash box. fark rite? den i asked if can press 'no sale' and she said no. she asked me to ask sharon. wth! you know yy? cos for every no sale we press, the manager has to give an explanation. lyk... wth! and she asked me to push the thing to sharon? how irresponsible! uu know wad farkin lame excuse she gave me? 'oh, now is sharon's shift. not mine.' wth! den yy did she bother to take out the money from my cash drawer?! farking bytch!!!! she think she 'philipino' big deal? sooo pissed off cans? uu know wad? ArSS! tt's the word! gosh! ii mm soooo irritated! oh ya, went to look for babe this morning. didnt go for service cos i was late. den we went to loy kee to eat with mummy and daddy -in laws. our treat cos we just got our pay. the food was yummy (for some only). hee. we saw sam and sulwyn, and erms... justin and emily! =)) ii think daddy and mummy -inlaws were very happy tt we brought dem out for lunch. good job hons! =D hms, also, wen chian came to find me at yoshi jus now. sigh. did ii tell u tt ii mm running 4x400 and some 3-legged race and dunno wad potato sack thing. gosh! gonna be sooo tired! rahs! moo!!! oh well, jus hope i donch fall down and embarass myself can ler. ii have a SUPER WEAK HEART! haha.. nah, i jus donch wanna malu myself. hee. ii dint watch the golden compass. so ii mm gonna watch it now. cos daddy and mummy are in malaysia anws. =) tatas!

SHYT HAPPENS

2008-06-07T23:59:00.003+08:00

-sigh

oh, you know wad's the shyt tt jus happened? lemme tell uu. i jus deleted away friday's post! gosh! wadeva. too tired to retype. but basically, one customer commented me for being such a good sales promoter and even offered me ebi fritters. so cute rite? okies, back to ytd (saturday). i was supposed to work at 2pm, so i went to find babe at 1030am. oh my gosh, it was raining sooo heavily cans? wadevas. babe picked me up with his blue umbrella- ella-eh-eh... lala. yea. went over to his place, and his super cute niece came up to me, giving me snacks. aww... so kawaii! haha. erms, sharon called me at 1130 and asked me to report to work at 1230, cos she got not enuf staff. wha liaox. when i went down, you know wad happened? i saw got enuf staff lors! so du lan. den went off to buy starbucks chocolate chip cream frap- venti, and mac's double choc large x2. was hanging around in the kitchen, when carly (manager to be) questioned sharon why aint i on duty. fcuk her la! sharon had no choice but to ask me to punch in. pls lor! carly donch even know how to do opening la! some kinda manager. and her counter back-up skills in the evening totally sark! even auntie joyce oso complained. so i am not being bias here! during my lunch break, i ate beef bowl (staff meal), whaliaox, she gave me sooo little rice and beef! think i wad? free labour is it? or coolie? nabehs! somemore rite, when i clocked in, she asked me to do lobby. den when i told her tt sharon asked me to take over muli's counter, she lyk not happy lyk tt. nvm. den she never use her small brain! she asked me to take over the counter str8 away! hello! haven even count the money in the cash box. she wans me to pay for the shortage is it?! den she asked me to count the money immediately! xiao ar! long queue lehs! how is it possible to open only 1 counter when it's lunch time- rush hour? she asked natalie to go and give mailers. not enuf pple still give mailers. xiao! i do counter back up, she push me to lobby! nvm, i went to clear the lobby. when the queue cleared, i took over the counter. stupid carly! babe came in around 3 plus. felt happier after seeing him. erms, went to the wash room during my break (babe came out oso), coincidentally, we bumped into his second sis and she bought me coronet (choco fav) and dunno wad rice with salmon thingy for ivan. so nice! thanks girl! =) in the evening, ivan's eldest sister came with her hubby and kids to dine at yoshi. i served dem. so funny and weird la! hee. i left work around 930pm. bought pasta for babe to eat. i ate mos with sarah and valerie. oh gosh, val and i were totally hyper and crazy- for no reason! zzz. -___-" how lame can tt be? arhs... oh ya, wen chian called me to for some dunno wad sports event (youth first sunday of the month thing). i was told to run 4x400m. gosh! she asked me to train. xiao. donch even know if i can still run la! think i will trip and fall or something. but anw,i agreed. ya, back to the point. den around 1030, babe's eldest sis called me and asked if i wanted a lift home. so nice rite? aiyo, where to get such nice 'family in laws'? she purposely and bothered to call me lehs! so sweet. sigh. sometimes i wonder yy dey say tt my babe and his family are bad pple. makes me feel so sad. oh well, anws, i m gonna watch the golden compass. most prob gonna study a little 2ml or smthing. got tests coming up. SIANS! tt's the word!

weet weet!

2008-06-05T22:53:00.003+08:00

moo! =) as usual, i always say that i will update the previous post, but i never ever did. so here, give you a brief summary bahs. erms, tt day when i went for prawning, i caught one prawn, and let another swim away. reached home around 12am that day. babe sent me home. awww... so sweet. hee. ya, den couldnt wake up for service on sunday =x went to work at 12pm till evening. monday my off day with babe. did nothing except slacking around at his place with his 2 nephews, shaun and bryan. went back to work on tuesday. babe was suppose to have his day off, but sharon asked him in at around 6pm. (sharon = store manager). babe is finally standing in the kitchen. no longer a lobby crew! well done babe! congrats! muacks uu! =) as for me, i think i can win one of the the BEST COUNTER CREW awards and SUCK at LOBBY award. =x everytime i stand at the counter, i always promote the most expensive meal = complete meal. lols. is self-prais a disgrace? no! it's self-confidence =) saw shaun's fren- pek kun coming in for interview. i didnt know that he was that arss hole who disturbed shaun, brian and my babe. oh man! his english sure sark! i had to explain to him in chinese how to fill in the interview form. i told sharon that his english sark. and she said "ask him to go home." i was like.. "huh! go and at least meet him a while la. he took so long to fill in the form lehs." den she bo bian. went to see him. she purposely spoke to him in english. super funny la! lols. ytd i as lyk sooo super early for work cans? sat at yoshinoya, eating my MAC nuggets. LOLS. wrong place wrong food. hee. there was this new manager called bong or pong. he was transferred from J8 to here. wha! he stare at me la! kns. ya, obviously ii stared back. cos i mm fierce! hee. but when he saw tt i m very serious when i work, ii think he lyks my working attitude =) he was more frenly after tt. hee. but when my babe came in, he kept staring at my babe. sooo weird! heh. was suppose to end work at 9pm, but i clocked out at 930pm. sharon was complaining that she regretted putting me at the lobby instead of counter cos she couldnt hit her target. so ii stayed back until 10pm to help her do free labour. i stood at the counter for 15 mins. and she hit her target. den close shop! =) hee. today me and babe got off again. lalas. hms... tt day heard daddy said that he donch wanna work at yoshi ler. dunno y lehs, he recently lyk dao me lyk tt. hms. sadded. anw, i wished him all the best =). went to look for babe early this morning. around 10am. mummy scolded me sial. for going out sooo early -__-". i tot she wasnt at home. i was about to sneak out when she caught me. sigh. oh well, went to babe's place and slack. he was sleeping, so was shaun. i did nth xcept to study for my science alittle. upcoming test when school reopens. see, i sooo guai rites? hee. was freaking hungry, so i went to cook mi goreng (ate 2 pakts), and 2 hard boiled egg (broke one of it by accident while cooking it). =x was tired so i fell asleep too. and it was raining sooo damn heavily la! gosh! when babe woke up, we went to buy bread. he sure doesnt know how to hold an umbrella cos i got a little drenched. oh well, if it was me who was holding the umbrella, we both would have been soaked to the brim. which means i am worse at handling umbrellas! hee. so, he was sweet =) aww! daddy in law heated up the curry, toasted the bread, and tada! tt's our dinner. curry with bread. tasted really good! =) sat in the living room to discuss with babe and daddy in law about my babe's room. he threw away his bed so he wanted to get a new one. was looking at the ikea book tgt. sooo funny la! we were lyk... newly wed couples, trying to figure out wad to buy for our new house. wad furnitures and stuff. lols. think too much. sigh. babe's going into army soon. gonna be so lonely. babe, ii ll wait for uu. trust me! =) erhs... miyuki (babe's niece), a primary one girl, kept talkin to me, but i wasnt listening. no! i wasnt being mean here. but it's jus tt daddy in law was talking to me and so was babe. oh man, ii mm soo popular cans? lols. wadeva. sry miyuki hons. ii didnt meant to ignore you aites? oh ya, during dinner, daddy said something "there's a saying that goes, love the son, will also love the daughter in law" (direct translation from canto). den he said that he love the son so he loves me too. oh well, he really is fatherly to me. =) thanks my daddy-to-be! my mummy-to-be also loves me lots too! always cooking for me to fill my growling tummy. yups, den i finally reached home at 830. mummy bought me choco cos i went to 7eleven with her. hee. trade off. erms, almost bought 2 tops, but the guy was sooo farking rude tt ii decided not to buy. stupid boy! gonna slp ler. nites babe! love you! =)

wee hours

2008-06-02T00:45:00.003+08:00

-wide awake

wow! babe and ii got off day 2ml. hee. gonna meet him in the afternoon. mummy date me to PACK MY ROOM. sigh. anw, went prawning with my cg ytd. it was pretty fun. it's been ages since babe and ii went out for an outing lyk dis. the very last one was steam boat at his place. den dey came over to my place for movie, where everyone fell asleep. lols! hm.... i managed to catch a prawn. not bad okies! eeeK! just killed an insect which was crawling on the screen of my dear lappy!.yucks! sigh.. it's sooo hard to type. cant see in the dark. slight nite blindness. type 2ml bahs. mwacks

GOTTA GO!

2008-06-01T11:36:00.002+08:00

-tired

whoa! went for my juniors' pop ytd. met babe in the evening to go for the cg outing tgt- prawning at lakeside. lols. yea. ii reached home around 12midnite. couldnt get up for service dis morning. anw, ii gotta go to work liaox. so, update more 2nite k? ii mm working from 12 to 9am today. sigh. 9hours lehs! somemore next wk ii gotta work on weekdays cos it's holiday for me. sigh. some kinda holiday la! zzz.
byes!

2 tabled class

2008-05-30T10:29:00.003+08:00

-mixed feelings

woke up at 8 dis morning. missed the 840am bus. thank god the 845am bus came in time. walked to school alone. tammy pon school again today . sigh. think her grades very jialat siol. anw, ii reached school around 910am. yea, ii was late, but marked as present. wanna know yy?cos only 10 pple (including me) turned up today. lucky me. we only occupied 2 tables. hee. so, he better give me A cos i bothered to come! lols. no la. cos ii pon his class before. so ii cant pon again. must save the chance for next term. hee. hms, very stressed up about alot of things sial. sigh. how? erms, today's science module is a total killer cans? rahs! ii hate it! >.<>end here for now.

sigh...

2008-05-29T09:35:00.004+08:00

-sick!

gosh! feeling feverish since last nite. cant sleep the whole nite la!forced jeremy to call nn chat with me. chat from 12am to 2am. den ii fell asleep only at 3am.babe finally called me back at 430am. and we chat until we fell asleep (6am) ,and i was irritated by the 'battery flat' -vibration from my phone! arghs! >.<> uur treat! and uu know wad? he said NO! so mean la! he knows ii mm broke, so wads the point of asking rites? zzz. gonna leave later. cant take it liaox. need solid rest man! now doing class discussion. super quiet la! ii mean myself. lols. my head is spinning!!!!! rahs! >.<>
ps: "oh ms su, may ii please go to the toilet to wee wee?" lols!

my LONG RJ and blog entry =)

2008-05-28T22:28:00.004+08:00

my RJ question: Think of a scenario and elaborate on how an educated person might respond differently.
there's 2 ways of interpreting this statement. one is refering to the naturalist in the problem statement. as for me, read my version! hee! =)...LIZARDS! does it scare you? it does scare me. i touched a lizard before unknowingly. it sure freaked me out of my wits! and you know where i encoutered that lizard? at the playground! i may be an educated person in the sense that i am book smart. i know that lizards eat up the houseflies and mosquitoes and it's good for us in a sense. like the saying goes, 'they breed you bleed'. hence, lizards are doing us a favour in the sense that it helps us to kill the mosquitoes, by making them its prey. however, why is it that some of us still freak out when we see lizards crawling around? and why do we even kill it? yes, i am educated (book smart), but yet i kill lizards. i can understand that we should not kill lizards cos they dont harm us, but 'help' us instead. but when i see a lizard, my mentality is totally DIFFERENT!- LIZARDS ARE MEANT TO BE KILLED! that's what's going through my brain. that's one way in which i will react differently despite being educated. and the only thing i can apply from my education is- cold blooded animals cant withstand heat on their body. yes, i kill the lizard by pouring hot water on it! very cruel right? in this case the lizard doesnt harm me. and killing the lizard is NOT a defensive move of mine. i am so much bigger than the lizard, but yet i am afraid of it and get tensed up when i see it around in my house! common sense tells me that the lizard could have probably crawled in through the open windows. hence, if you visit my house, you will realise that my windows are normally tightly shut except for the ones in the living room and balcony. even so, the windows are left a jar and not completely wide opened. though i may be educated about how lizards play a part as a household 'pet', but that doesnt mean that i have to let it breed in my house. therefore, i see the need to kill it since it gets on my nerves. an educated person like me, who knows the benefits of a lizard, will respond differently in a real life situation. i wont be as calm as the naturalist. who knows? the naturalist may know the best way of dealing with the Grizzly bear, but yet at that moment, he may be so scared that his first instinct is to run away, instead of thinking carefully of what he had learnt and applying it. to conclude, an educated person may not always use his knowledge when handling a situation. sometimes, our natural instinct may get in the way as we want to react fast, and hence we will deal with the situation differently.
yea, this is what i wrote for my RJ. anyways, went for dinner with ash jus now. NO! i was LOOKING AT HIM EAT! my fren ash is being soooo nice here! ehems! anw, he treated me pepsi la. hee. hms, was trying to contact babe since after class but he wasnt home. went to buy paint to paint his room. PURPLE! lols. he's NOT a gay! TOTALLY STRAIGHT! so guys, pls get lost from him if uu are fantacising. LOL! he's my botak baby okies! anw, was super tired tt ii fell asleep on my comfy mattress. and ii slpt till 830pm before ii woke up for my dinner. ii called babe. but he was painting his room. so didnt really chat. having fever and slight sore throat right now. sigh. have been thinking if ii shud dye my hair during the hols. ya, still thinking about it. hms. gosh! ii got A for math and science. and even though 0.5 was minus off for my math, cos ii was a bit late that day, but ii still got an A! which means my A is a solid one! my frens -o.5 and got a B. so, check out the diff! hee. oops! wha, my first UT for enterprise, i got a C! oh my god! dunno how ii mm gonna survive! hello! my daily grades are A or B. and ya, ii only got 2 B! =x. wadevas. 2ml enterprise test 2. gotta. mug harder for it. and TYPE FASTER! lols. yups. gtg.
love ya hons!
-absence make the heart grow fonder
REALLY?

COMMON SENSE?!

2008-05-28T16:19:00.004+08:00

-energetic

weet! listenning to the last group's presentation right now. wha, ytd nite ii pissed babe off again. zzz. sigh. den ii msg him and apologised. he called me back at 4am. lols. yea, things are fine now. =) maybe things are not as bad as it seemed. xD anyways, i almost couldnt wake up dis morning! =x super tired. maybe cos ii lack of slp. was deciding if ii shud go to school or not. babe asked me to go. so ya, ii went and ii mm glad ii did. ii walked to school myself. hms... reached class just in time. and uu know wad? ii realised that ii didnt my charger for my lappy! damn it! thank god ii managed to borrow battery from my classmates! sigh. yea, as usual, i was the scribe for my team. today's module is cognitive thinking about GRIZZLY BEAR. zzz. oh well, it's quite fun though. only 4 team members including me cos layhuh is overseas. yes, it means that she didnt take her UT ytd. got another test tomorrow. sigh. gotta study later! see, amanda studies! lols. did participate quite alot during meetings one and two. did almost the whole outline of ppt for my group before ii left for break. went to babe's house as usual. mummy in law cooked for me. had rice with soup- healthy eating!~ hee! erms, was drizzling when ii was on my way back to school. oh, ii got an A for last week's science and a D for cognitive thinking last week too. the irony thing is, i only stayed for meeting one, and ii left. but yet ii still got a D. those who stayed till meeting 2 got a F. cos dey didnt submit their RJ. yups. hee. lucky me. arhs. faci is going thru her 6p's rite now. hope ii get an A today. but since ii aint paying attention, she may downgrade me to a B. =x we shall see! going for dinner with ash later. he asked me to watch him eat! wad a nice fren rights? donch think babe is coming along cos he told me he wanna pack his stuff and he donch know ash well anyways. so think ii ll call him later when ii reach home bahs. =) ending class soon. shall end here first. update more later. jyea! =D
ps: jus saw today's RJ question. oh man, it's NOT that hard. hee! cos ii already have an idea about what to write =) yea!

TOO MUCH TO BEAR

2008-05-27T21:37:00.004+08:00

-moody
yea, lyk foreva ii mm in either a bad mood,
or in lala land!
ytd had a really nice choco cake bought by my sis.
argued with babe about some issue before ii went
to bed. both of us were equally pissed.
but the point is,
ii went to bed but ii cant slp.
and uu know wad?
ii had a test today!
god!
ii almost died in the classroom!
but ii think ii did a better job than the previous test.
ii only left out one question.
the rest of the answers,
i copied and paste from the teacher's ppt.
(6p)
dunch ask me why it's called 6p.
it's jus lyk tt!
take it as it is!
was crying the whole day in class!
sooo damn paiseh la!
when my classmates asked yy ii cry,
ii had to fake a smile and say
"where got? ii yawn la."
oh man! sooo 3 year old lie la!
hms, wadeva. as long as they are convinced.
*maybe dey have 3 year old mentality too*
erms, left half way at 12pm.
didnt stay for presentation cos ii cudnt take it.
was too tired and moody to think about anything.
so ii left school.
my feet brought me to babe's place.
donch ask me yy.
it jus did, k!
ignored him at first,
but things changed after that.
things were okie,
and around 630 i left his place.
nothing special took place.
jus played with his niece miyuki and nephew shaun,
den chatted with his mother for awhile during lunch
(she cooked for me).
yupps.
though things seem okie even when ii left,
but perhaps ii already see what's coming.
but sometimes,
ignorance is a bliss. so ii rather not say or ask.
when shit happens, it will happen.
so, yea,
if things look fine, den ya,
things are fine.
what the future holds, i donch wanna say.
i may be wrong even if ii say it out.
we shall see.
but when the truth is there,
will it be...
TOO MUCH TO BEAR?

2008-05-26T14:50:00.005+08:00

went to look for babe during my brk,
he cooked mi goreng for me to eat. =)
and hardboiled eggs.
hee.
shaun came up to look for his daddy.
baby was moping the floor.
he asked me if ii ll run away when he go army,
cos weixian's stead jus broke up with him.
hm... looks lyk baby cares about this relationship
after sooo many things that we have been thru.
=)) ii mm a happy girl!
oh mama! starbucks jus called me.
soo scared.
not gonna call dem back,
cos baby nn ii have decided to stay at yoshi.
hee.
erms,
back to my life...
was eating the hardboil egg,
but ii gave the egg yolk to shaun. =x
so ii was actually eating egg white.
after that ii went back to school.
(just finished presentation.
sooo screwed!)
was supposed to do one of the worksheet qn
with harun.
oh man!
he sit soo close to me...
soo scared la! rahs!
boo! =x
den ya, the presentation part ii mentioned alrd.
was playing viwawa while the faci was teaching.
and he stood behind me!
oh man!
but luckily he didnt see me playing.
LOLS.
oh yea, ash was complaining dis morning
that the science teacher sark!
he said "if uu have a dick, uu wont lyk him either!"
lols...
cos he only gives girls A. haha!
erms, ya,
going for my juniors' passing out parade on sat.
so yea, ii not working dis sat. hee.
hms...
end of class.
omg! the RJ quest is retarded!
shyt the faci!
hell!
aites, post up my RJ later.
going home to celebrate my sis' bf's b'day
with my small little cousins.
end here for now.
hee!

ii hate math!

2008-05-26T09:40:00.003+08:00

-sleepy as usual

Gosh! i woke up at 8am this morning.
was almost late.
had a hard time figuring out what to wear.
ran through my whole closet!
wanted to wear a white dress
but ii look soooo damn retard.
den ii tried to wear a stripe blouse with leggings.
ii look weird- panta =x
finally wore a shorts and a mango razar top.
by the time ii finished figuring out
what i should wear,
it was already 830!
so yea, i packed my stuff and went to school.
at the door, ii was wondering if ii should wear
sandles or shoes.
yupps, ii wore sandles.
omg!
ii was soo tired cans?
was wondering if i should go to school or not.
ii pon this module once before,
so ii called ash to ask if ii should.
and he dragged me to school!
=x
ii msg my eye candy (my gan uncle weiping)
and asked if i should go to school.
he replied me
" even if ii say go, uu oso wont go"
wha! so ya, ii went to school OBVIOUSLY!
lyk ii have a choice.. zzz
he's my eye candy cos of the teddy bear
on his bag.
ii DONT lyk him.
ii only tease him cos his bear is really cute.
so, donch misunderstand ar!
and oso cos he's short.
lyk one of the 7 dwarfs.
oops! donch smack me if uu read dis, boyy!
met ash at cwp interchange.
first time ii take 902 to school siol.
hee.
cos normally ii walk to school ders.
was late for 4mins.
heck la.
wasnt paying attention since the beginning
of the lesson. cos it's too boring for me!
now ii m suppose to do my worksht but ii aint doing.
as if ii give a damn.
if uu are wondering yy my blog is sooo
monotone,
is becos ii mm really tired.
but uu are welcome NOT to read this if uu
DONT WANT TO.
anw, i m sooo broke cans?
first break ii didnt have any money la!
ash bought me hot milo.
thank god!
erms, doing some stupid card game now.
it's lyk TOTALLY lame!
how dumb can my math faci be?!
going for 2nd break in half hour.
gonna find my babe,
cos he's gonna cook for me.
xD
*xing fu home cook food*
lols.
lalalas~
gotta do powerpoint slides later.
gosh!
shoot me!
gonna slp when ii reach home
freaking tired!
arghs.
boii, my eyes are shutting down soon.
hms...
end here for now.

PON WORK DAY =X

2008-05-25T23:30:00.004+08:00

-TIRED

Finally my blog is ALMOST done.
had been working at it since 9pm.
Anyways, went for 9am service today
as i had urshering and i was supposed
to work (yoshinoya) at 12pm-8pm.
but ya, i msg the manager and told her
that i had to study for my test and so
i wont be there.
i think she managed to get someone to replace me.
OBVIOUSLY i was lying.
i went to find my babe and his frens.
weixian's daddy drove us to kim's house
to get some stuff,
before driving us back to babe's place.
i helped babe to move the bikes back home
while they went to hougang (kim's new place).
met at around 1pm at causeway's arcade.
so sad la! didnt get to play hosue of the dead.
instead babe pulled me to play silent hill with him.
kns!
donch even know wad ii was shooting cans?
*more prac needed!*
den dunno wad happened,
and kim ended up crying,
so she left with her bro.
weixian also left shortly after them.
he went to buy food before going off.
babe promised to go and look for sharon
(the manager)
and so he went.
as for me, i waited for him at cold storage.
he gave me 5 bucks to get him a drink.
and uu know wad?
the drink was 5.50.
thank god i had 50cents.
tt's how broke ii mm!
ii think baby's gonna start work on the 1st june.
hms...
we went to catch a bus to head back to babe's place.
and uu know what?
the both of us were soo broke that we had NO COINS!
so paiseh la!
we ended up walking back to his place
from woodlands station!
oh well,
it's nice to have his company.
=)
*love him lots*
i was really tired,
so i slept for awhile,
while he was busy doing his housework.
it's sunday,
so is parents were home.
mummy-in-law
cooked for me.
wha! the pork ar... SUPER delicious larhs! =)
in hokkien- TOK KONG!
after dinner, me and babe went into
daddy-in-law's room to watch
dunno wad dvd.
yea, only watched the last part of it.
so smart!
erms, after which, i went home
cos mummy msg me.
i lied tt i was working.
but ii told her the truth after tt.
jus didnt wanna hear her nagging
at that time,
so i lied.
hee. kids, do not follow my actions! xD
ii mm NOT a kid so ii can do tt =D
just kidding.
starbucks called me jus now.
ii turned down the job offer tt day,
but dunno yy the guy called me again.
ii was showering,
so ii didnt bother to call back.
was asking babe if he wans the job
at starbucks;
cos if he wants, den i ll call dem back.
but he decided to stay on at yoshinoya with me =)
so ya, too bad for the star bucks manager.
sigh,
my hair is still wet.
gonna dry it before i get some rest.
think ii mm sooo gonna flung my math module.
boring!
cos ii have to retake it nxt year ii think.
how TROUBLESOME!
me and the com vb codes are ENEMIES!
sigh.