hms... donch know why, but just feel that i should close this blog. but just one last post before closing this 4eva. wonder why humans tend to be such a prick. and wad it means? again, it is dpdp- different people different perspective. why do people try to get close to you, pretend to be nice to you so that they can find out wads going on in your life, but yet behind your back, dey make discouraging remarks about you? it seems like we cant trust anyone except our family (dad, mom, sister, grandma and babe), ourselves, and god. erms, was reading through my previous posts, and realised how immature i was when i said such mean things about my relatives. i know they have my welfare at heart, but i just wanna say, donch worry. i'll be fine. god's watching over me. =) and i am sorry for being such a prick at times with the words i said and the tantrums i threw. apologies. sigh. someone close to me made a comment that me as a tuition teacher? donch teach others the wrong things! you know, it pricks not becos of wad the person said about me behind my back, but rather, i feel sad cos he/she always tries to be close to me and all. how freaky pple can be. just lyk my previous classmate- mel. sigh. dangerous pple. hms, but one thing i strongly believe is, no matter wad kinda person i am, ah lian or wadeva others say about me, as long as i believe in myself, get the grades that i need (donch have to be FANTASTIC, but just enough for me to get where i want to go), then i think it's good enough. since young, pple owaes say i behave lyk ah lian, but i donch care cos i know i am NOT. but since that's what they think about me, then so be it. i have proven myself to be a person with enough knowledge or maybe more than i even need to have. eng, chi, A*. math A. science B. higher chinese merit. so wad even if i didnt get a distinction? the fact is, i did get a place in higher chinese. so wad if my science sark? i tried mybest and got into AMK sec and maintained my eng and chi grades. and, i still got the chance to be in higher chinese even though i did not do fanstastically well, but at least i pass. i got a chance to take the higher chinese paper. oh please, a person's life is ONLY RUINED if he or she donch get where he or she wants. did i do VERY well for my o levels? no! but, at least i got into a course i want in poly. i am in poly, not ite. rite? i have never wanted to be in JC anyways, and even if i was given the opportunity, i oso wonch choose JC. simply becos, i know myself well and believe in myself. i know that i am not a book smart person, but rather, a more vocal person. i am better in presentation and research skills. yes, i am resourceful. look, even though i may have pon school and stuff, but i know my priorities. my frens skip tests, cos we only nid 3 out of 4 test grades, but as for me, no matter what, i have NEVER skipped a single test. so wad even if i skipped lessons and all? my gpa is at least a 3.0. a B. imagine, all my lousy tests grades and all the times i pon school, yet i can still get a B. how many A's did i get during the 13 weeks of school? more than 20 definitely! that's why, i can afford to pon. and now my gpa is 3.0. so wads next? i still have the second sem to go. and i am confident of getting at least a 3.5. so if you add dem up together, my grade for yr 1 will be an A or at least a very high B. see, i may not have done well for O's, but at least i manage to get what i wan, my course, my school, my grades. rites? so, donch ever judge me by how i look. deep inside me, you wonch know what i am thinking. i vent my frustrations here, but that doesnt mean anything. and btw, most of my class pple got less than 3.0. so even if you say that they moderate the results, how bad can mine be when i am the top few and the highest is 3.8. i know i may not be a book smart person. but since i know my capabilities, i will use it and maximise it. i am not capable of teaching sec school kids, so i didnt take dem in. it's not for the money. yes, it's good money if i teach sec sch. so? i donch ruin others' life like what you think. and also, i donch take upper primary kids cos i know the syllabus have changed and since i am not confident, i donch teach upper primary. however, one thing that you cant deny is that i have a strong foundation for my lang and math. that's the reason why i took lower primary and kindergarten kids. hope you get your facts rite about me, before jumping in to make a comment about me behind my back. i donch care wad you say, but ii just donch lyk a person who tries to know my life at the expanse of mocking me. that's un called for. and even if any mockery has to be done, first, get your facts right! end of post and i am now going for tuition. and btw, for those who keep saying tui-tion, you are WRONG! it should be... tu-i-tion! =) blog closed 4eva!

okies,i am here to post cos my dear aunt complaint that i havent been posting. anw, my holidays ends on this coming tuesday. starting school on wednesday. how boring! cos i am gonna face a NEW class of peopl. =( sigh. gonna miss those bytchi times with ash, manly and brotherly times with sam, aiyas, just have sooo many memories. some more the times i disturb gary cos he's color blind. oops! i know i am kinda mean. but he knows i disturb him only okies! no hard feelins. we are totally cool frens! haha. was suppose to have jamming camp but it got cancelled due to the poor response. yea. went back to cg. oh, i have collected my first pay from my tuition kids' parents. bought baby a deck and barrings. total 125! expensive siol! but very nice. so kinda worth it cos he's going army soon anyways. yea. i promise to blog once i am back in sch k? cos i get bored in class! haha. tatas. =)

woots! today is my first birthday celebration. i mean, it's first celebration cos my birthday is on the 19th aug so today is early birthday. hee. went for tuition at 1pm till 230pm. my dear little p2 kid was rather restless today. sigh. not very productive. so ii donch really like it. he was kinda cranky. sians! just msg his mother to complaint. haha! ii think he's tired cos he just finished his swimming lessons. haha. ii m trying to create shutterfly account to upload more pics. cos ii think photobucket is kinda slow! hee! ii miss babe! mummy cooked stead today. she made my favourite salad.. fruit salad! my birthday cake... ICE CREAM CAKE! yummy! =)) didnt get to meet babe today cos he went JB and i was rushing home for dinner after CG. oh ya, we took some spastic pictures in the container (with my CG). hee okies, i think i shall end here. gotta go for service and meeting babe 2ml! tuesday's my birthday, so ii canceled tuition in advance to go for my class' bbq at the chalet! cool rite?! awesome! (2nd bday celebration) and finally, my cg's gonna celebratemy birthday on next saturday. they are gonna cook for me! yummy! =))

weet! reached home at 945pm. was 15mins late. oh well, was playing the piano in the library after school just now. den Sam, Ash and their frens were lyk... omg. lol. cos normally i in class lyk boy-boy lyk that. den dey were lyk shock that i can play. haha. so funny! anyways, my tuition kids were pretty okies. not as retarded as wad i tot. the mummy was really nice. she's kinda soft spoken. yups. taught dem math, chinese, english. surprisingly, both kids are really good in math! and yea, dey learn pretty fast. cool! gonna see the small one again 2ml. hee. after that maybe ii go and meet babe bahs. tml my class' wearing black and white. best dress will win something. how lame. but oh well, just join in the fun and be part of the norm lorhs. haha. if not later end up lyk Sam that time lyk tt. ehems! haha. kkaes, gonna shower.
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weet! nothing to do at the moment. so come here to blog. went out with babe this morning. went to cwp to eat and buy some clothes. went over to his place to watch the show 28 weeks. weird show. no head no tail = donch understand wads going on! haha. left at 230 cos i had to go home and get my hair cut. a hair dresser specially came down to have my hair cut. hee. she's good la! my hair! oh my lovely hair! ii simply love my new hair cut! weet! my fringe, and the shape and style of my hair! oh, ii simply love it! hee. watched the love guru for the 4th time with sister and her boyfren. he doesnt seem as interested as babe. he's soooo dumb! he and sister tooo clean for such shows ler lah. it's funny only if dey get the meaning of the dirty jokes. the show is not sexually disturbing, it's just the words dey use. but it's funny... for example, wad does guru stands for? Gee! yoU aRe yoU! or.. wad doese BIBLE stands for? Basic Instructions Before Leaving Earth! zzz. how lame can this be la! haha. k larhs, ii gotta go ler. oh ya, sister painted my nail and toes for me! hee. nice one la! and she gave me one of her pretty flower diamond ring. really nice looking! =) oh, babe pissed me off as usual. wadeva. but didnt argue with him. just told him that i donch wanna meet him and ii told him no nid to reply my sms. very mean eh? that's about it! anyone who visits my blog and wants tuition, can drop me a msg 93228975. primary school kids only ar! =)

it's science today. how boring. cos everything is math! not even science! zzz. so dumb. listening to music and blogging while the first team is presenting. i donch even know wads going on. but doesnt matter. cos i wont be tested anyways. xD my last UT was yesterday which ii didnt go. went with babe for his medical check up yesterday. daddy fetched us there. waited sooo long for babe lar. i saw my secondary school fren- Frankie. the guy who used to jio me in sec 2. lols. he was telling me that he still kept all the letters ii gave him and stuff. oh well, i kept all the things he folded for me and the letters he gave me too. shyt, stupid faci changed place and sit beside me. now i cant listen to my music. and obviously ii mm not paying attention. anw, after babe's check up, we went to ikea to have a big feast! took pictures and looked around, resting at every sofa and wishing that it was ours. haha. we had spag meatball, salmon (one big piece of it), cheesy cheese cake, and raw salmon with vege (nt lyk we ate the veges). lols. guess what! ii got a B for my science UT. wha! ii used to fail lyk mad la! now ii get B! miracle! i got an A for cognitive week 15, though i was multi tasking. just faked through and typed out some points of what i hear during other group's presentation in my RJ and that's it! she tot i was really paying attention. lols. that's not all. my culture faci is best! i left school at 11 (first break). And she didnt realise that i was gone until meeting 3 which is presentation time! and in the comments, she gave me a C grade and said that i presented well in meetings 1 and 2, but i left at meeting 3. my point here is, i left at meeting 1 and i wasnt even dere at meeting 2! she's sooo blur! zomg! lalalas. vien and joelle went to causeway to help me print my pics. ii mm gonna make a photo frame for babe. a really cool one. supposed to be a surprise, but donch think it will be anymore, cos ii mm bringing it to his house to finish up. or rather, to start up! haha. but ii think it's gonna be pretty nice and cool gua. ain was telling me that she made that for her girlfren, and dey broke up the next day. zzz. scare the shyt outta me. oh yea, i saw bernard ytd at the bus interchange. he changed sooo much la! he recognised me and called my name. i was lyk... who are uu? do ii know uu? den he said he's bernard. arh, the way he pronounce his name is just lyk how he used to pronounce it since pri or sec sch- WEIRDLY! haha. but he's really sweet when he jio me that time. sigh, all the guys who jio me last time sooo sweet to me, but kena reject. now ii kena bao ying. meet all the guys sooo not nice to me der. =x okie la, babe not that bad to me. but still, we went thru alot of shyt before having wad we have now. hms... gonna find babe later. =) tatas.

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NOBODY'S HOME

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs,
where she belongs.
She wants to go home,
but nobody's home.
It's where she lies,
broken inside.
With no place to go,
no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.