2 tabled class
Friday, May 30, 2008,10:29 AM
-mixed feelings
woke up at 8 dis morning. missed the 840am bus. thank god the 845am bus came in time. walked to school alone. tammy pon school again today . sigh. think her grades very jialat siol. anw, ii reached school around 910am. yea, ii was late, but marked as present. wanna know yy?cos only 10 pple (including me) turned up today. lucky me. we only occupied 2 tables. hee. so, he better give me A cos i bothered to come! lols. no la. cos ii pon his class before. so ii cant pon again. must save the chance for next term. hee. hms, very stressed up about alot of things sial. sigh. how? erms, today's science module is a total killer cans? rahs! ii hate it! >.<>end here for now.
sigh...
Thursday, May 29, 2008,9:35 AM
-sick!
gosh! feeling feverish since last nite. cant sleep the whole nite la!forced jeremy to call nn chat with me. chat from 12am to 2am. den ii fell asleep only at 3am.babe finally called me back at 430am. and we chat until we fell asleep (6am) ,and i was irritated by the 'battery flat' -vibration from my phone! arghs! >.<> uur treat! and uu know wad? he said NO! so mean la! he knows ii mm broke, so wads the point of asking rites? zzz. gonna leave later. cant take it liaox. need solid rest man! now doing class discussion. super quiet la! ii mean myself. lols. my head is spinning!!!!! rahs! >.<>
ps: "oh ms su, may ii please go to the toilet to wee wee?" lols!
my LONG RJ and blog entry =)
Wednesday, May 28, 2008,10:28 PM
my RJ question: Think of a scenario and elaborate on how an educated person might respond differently.
there's 2 ways of interpreting this statement. one is refering to the naturalist in the problem statement. as for me, read my version! hee! =)...LIZARDS! does it scare you? it does scare me. i touched a lizard before unknowingly. it sure freaked me out of my wits! and you know where i encoutered that lizard? at the playground! i may be an educated person in the sense that i am book smart. i know that lizards eat up the houseflies and mosquitoes and it's good for us in a sense. like the saying goes, 'they breed you bleed'. hence, lizards are doing us a favour in the sense that it helps us to kill the mosquitoes, by making them its prey. however, why is it that some of us still freak out when we see lizards crawling around? and why do we even kill it? yes, i am educated (book smart), but yet i kill lizards. i can understand that we should not kill lizards cos they dont harm us, but 'help' us instead. but when i see a lizard, my mentality is totally DIFFERENT!- LIZARDS ARE MEANT TO BE KILLED! that's what's going through my brain. that's one way in which i will react differently despite being educated. and the only thing i can apply from my education is- cold blooded animals cant withstand heat on their body. yes, i kill the lizard by pouring hot water on it! very cruel right? in this case the lizard doesnt harm me. and killing the lizard is NOT a defensive move of mine. i am so much bigger than the lizard, but yet i am afraid of it and get tensed up when i see it around in my house! common sense tells me that the lizard could have probably crawled in through the open windows. hence, if you visit my house, you will realise that my windows are normally tightly shut except for the ones in the living room and balcony. even so, the windows are left a jar and not completely wide opened. though i may be educated about how lizards play a part as a household 'pet', but that doesnt mean that i have to let it breed in my house. therefore, i see the need to kill it since it gets on my nerves. an educated person like me, who knows the benefits of a lizard, will respond differently in a real life situation. i wont be as calm as the naturalist. who knows? the naturalist may know the best way of dealing with the Grizzly bear, but yet at that moment, he may be so scared that his first instinct is to run away, instead of thinking carefully of what he had learnt and applying it. to conclude, an educated person may not always use his knowledge when handling a situation. sometimes, our natural instinct may get in the way as we want to react fast, and hence we will deal with the situation differently.
yea, this is what i wrote for my RJ. anyways, went for dinner with ash jus now. NO! i was LOOKING AT HIM EAT! my fren ash is being soooo nice here! ehems! anw, he treated me pepsi la. hee. hms, was trying to contact babe since after class but he wasnt home. went to buy paint to paint his room. PURPLE! lols. he's NOT a gay! TOTALLY STRAIGHT! so guys, pls get lost from him if uu are fantacising. LOL! he's my botak baby okies! anw, was super tired tt ii fell asleep on my comfy mattress. and ii slpt till 830pm before ii woke up for my dinner. ii called babe. but he was painting his room. so didnt really chat. having fever and slight sore throat right now. sigh. have been thinking if ii shud dye my hair during the hols. ya, still thinking about it. hms. gosh! ii got A for math and science. and even though 0.5 was minus off for my math, cos ii was a bit late that day, but ii still got an A! which means my A is a solid one! my frens -o.5 and got a B. so, check out the diff! hee. oops! wha, my first UT for enterprise, i got a C! oh my god! dunno how ii mm gonna survive! hello! my daily grades are A or B. and ya, ii only got 2 B! =x. wadevas. 2ml enterprise test 2. gotta. mug harder for it. and TYPE FASTER! lols. yups. gtg.
love ya hons!
-absence make the heart grow fonder
REALLY?
COMMON SENSE?!
,4:19 PM
-energetic
weet! listenning to the last group's presentation right now. wha, ytd nite ii pissed babe off again. zzz. sigh. den ii msg him and apologised. he called me back at 4am. lols. yea, things are fine now. =) maybe things are not as bad as it seemed. xD anyways, i almost couldnt wake up dis morning! =x super tired. maybe cos ii lack of slp. was deciding if ii shud go to school or not. babe asked me to go. so ya, ii went and ii mm glad ii did. ii walked to school myself. hms... reached class just in time. and uu know wad? ii realised that ii didnt my charger for my lappy! damn it! thank god ii managed to borrow battery from my classmates! sigh. yea, as usual, i was the scribe for my team. today's module is cognitive thinking about GRIZZLY BEAR. zzz. oh well, it's quite fun though. only 4 team members including me cos layhuh is overseas. yes, it means that she didnt take her UT ytd. got another test tomorrow. sigh. gotta study later! see, amanda studies! lols. did participate quite alot during meetings one and two. did almost the whole outline of ppt for my group before ii left for break. went to babe's house as usual. mummy in law cooked for me. had rice with soup- healthy eating!~ hee! erms, was drizzling when ii was on my way back to school. oh, ii got an A for last week's science and a D for cognitive thinking last week too. the irony thing is, i only stayed for meeting one, and ii left. but yet ii still got a D. those who stayed till meeting 2 got a F. cos dey didnt submit their RJ. yups. hee. lucky me. arhs. faci is going thru her 6p's rite now. hope ii get an A today. but since ii aint paying attention, she may downgrade me to a B. =x we shall see! going for dinner with ash later. he asked me to watch him eat! wad a nice fren rights? donch think babe is coming along cos he told me he wanna pack his stuff and he donch know ash well anyways. so think ii ll call him later when ii reach home bahs. =) ending class soon. shall end here first. update more later. jyea! =D
ps: jus saw today's RJ question. oh man, it's NOT that hard. hee! cos ii already have an idea about what to write =) yea!
TOO MUCH TO BEAR
Tuesday, May 27, 2008,9:37 PM
-moody
yea, lyk foreva ii mm in either a bad mood,
or in lala land!
ytd had a really nice choco cake bought by my sis.
argued with babe about some issue before ii went
to bed. both of us were equally pissed.
but the point is,
ii went to bed but ii cant slp.
and uu know wad?
ii had a test today!
god!
ii almost died in the classroom!
but ii think ii did a better job than the previous test.
ii only left out one question.
the rest of the answers,
i copied and paste from the teacher's ppt.
(6p)
dunch ask me why it's called 6p.
it's jus lyk tt!
take it as it is!
was crying the whole day in class!
sooo damn paiseh la!
when my classmates asked yy ii cry,
ii had to fake a smile and say
"where got? ii yawn la."
oh man! sooo 3 year old lie la!
hms, wadeva. as long as they are convinced.
*maybe dey have 3 year old mentality too*
erms, left half way at 12pm.
didnt stay for presentation cos ii cudnt take it.
was too tired and moody to think about anything.
so ii left school.
my feet brought me to babe's place.
donch ask me yy.
it jus did, k!
ignored him at first,
but things changed after that.
things were okie,
and around 630 i left his place.
nothing special took place.
jus played with his niece miyuki and nephew shaun,
den chatted with his mother for awhile during lunch
(she cooked for me).
yupps.
though things seem okie even when ii left,
but perhaps ii already see what's coming.
but sometimes,
ignorance is a bliss. so ii rather not say or ask.
when shit happens, it will happen.
so, yea,
if things look fine, den ya,
things are fine.
what the future holds, i donch wanna say.
i may be wrong even if ii say it out.
we shall see.
but when the truth is there,
will it be...
TOO MUCH TO BEAR?
Monday, May 26, 2008,2:50 PM
went to look for babe during my brk,
he cooked mi goreng for me to eat. =)
and hardboiled eggs.
hee.
shaun came up to look for his daddy.
baby was moping the floor.
he asked me if ii ll run away when he go army,
cos weixian's stead jus broke up with him.
hm... looks lyk baby cares about this relationship
after sooo many things that we have been thru.
=)) ii mm a happy girl!
oh mama! starbucks jus called me.
soo scared.
not gonna call dem back,
cos baby nn ii have decided to stay at yoshi.
hee.
erms,
back to my life...
was eating the hardboil egg,
but ii gave the egg yolk to shaun. =x
so ii was actually eating egg white.
after that ii went back to school.
(just finished presentation.
sooo screwed!)
was supposed to do one of the worksheet qn
with harun.
oh man!
he sit soo close to me...
soo scared la! rahs!
boo! =x
den ya, the presentation part ii mentioned alrd.
was playing viwawa while the faci was teaching.
and he stood behind me!
oh man!
but luckily he didnt see me playing.
LOLS.
oh yea, ash was complaining dis morning
that the science teacher sark!
he said "if uu have a dick, uu wont lyk him either!"
lols...
cos he only gives girls A. haha!
erms, ya,
going for my juniors' passing out parade on sat.
so yea, ii not working dis sat. hee.
hms...
end of class.
omg! the RJ quest is retarded!
shyt the faci!
hell!
aites, post up my RJ later.
going home to celebrate my sis' bf's b'day
with my small little cousins.
end here for now.
hee!
ii hate math!
,9:40 AM
-sleepy as usual
Gosh! i woke up at 8am this morning.
was almost late.
had a hard time figuring out what to wear.
ran through my whole closet!
wanted to wear a white dress
but ii look soooo damn retard.
den ii tried to wear a stripe blouse with leggings.
ii look weird- panta =x
finally wore a shorts and a mango razar top.
by the time ii finished figuring out
what i should wear,
it was already 830!
so yea, i packed my stuff and went to school.
at the door, ii was wondering if ii should wear
sandles or shoes.
yupps, ii wore sandles.
omg!
ii was soo tired cans?
was wondering if i should go to school or not.
ii pon this module once before,
so ii called ash to ask if ii should.
and he dragged me to school!
=x
ii msg my eye candy (my gan uncle weiping)
and asked if i should go to school.
he replied me
" even if ii say go, uu oso wont go"
wha! so ya, ii went to school OBVIOUSLY!
lyk ii have a choice.. zzz
he's my eye candy cos of the teddy bear
on his bag.
ii DONT lyk him.
ii only tease him cos his bear is really cute.
so, donch misunderstand ar!
and oso cos he's short.
lyk one of the 7 dwarfs.
oops! donch smack me if uu read dis, boyy!
met ash at cwp interchange.
first time ii take 902 to school siol.
hee.
cos normally ii walk to school ders.
was late for 4mins.
heck la.
wasnt paying attention since the beginning
of the lesson. cos it's too boring for me!
now ii m suppose to do my worksht but ii aint doing.
as if ii give a damn.
if uu are wondering yy my blog is sooo
monotone,
is becos ii mm really tired.
but uu are welcome NOT to read this if uu
DONT WANT TO.
anw, i m sooo broke cans?
first break ii didnt have any money la!
ash bought me hot milo.
thank god!
erms, doing some stupid card game now.
it's lyk TOTALLY lame!
how dumb can my math faci be?!
going for 2nd break in half hour.
gonna find my babe,
cos he's gonna cook for me.
xD
*xing fu home cook food*
lols.
lalalas~
gotta do powerpoint slides later.
gosh!
shoot me!
gonna slp when ii reach home
freaking tired!
arghs.
boii, my eyes are shutting down soon.
hms...
end here for now.
PON WORK DAY =X
Sunday, May 25, 2008,11:30 PM
-TIRED
Finally my blog is ALMOST done.
had been working at it since 9pm.
Anyways, went for 9am service today
as i had urshering and i was supposed
to work (yoshinoya) at 12pm-8pm.
but ya, i msg the manager and told her
that i had to study for my test and so
i wont be there.
i think she managed to get someone to replace me.
OBVIOUSLY i was lying.
i went to find my babe and his frens.
weixian's daddy drove us to kim's house
to get some stuff,
before driving us back to babe's place.
i helped babe to move the bikes back home
while they went to hougang (kim's new place).
met at around 1pm at causeway's arcade.
so sad la! didnt get to play hosue of the dead.
instead babe pulled me to play silent hill with him.
kns!
donch even know wad ii was shooting cans?
*more prac needed!*
den dunno wad happened,
and kim ended up crying,
so she left with her bro.
weixian also left shortly after them.
he went to buy food before going off.
babe promised to go and look for sharon
(the manager)
and so he went.
as for me, i waited for him at cold storage.
he gave me 5 bucks to get him a drink.
and uu know wad?
the drink was 5.50.
thank god i had 50cents.
tt's how broke ii mm!
ii think baby's gonna start work on the 1st june.
hms...
we went to catch a bus to head back to babe's place.
and uu know what?
the both of us were soo broke that we had NO COINS!
so paiseh la!
we ended up walking back to his place
from woodlands station!
oh well,
it's nice to have his company.
=)
*love him lots*
i was really tired,
so i slept for awhile,
while he was busy doing his housework.
it's sunday,
so is parents were home.
mummy-in-law
cooked for me.
wha! the pork ar... SUPER delicious larhs! =)
in hokkien- TOK KONG!
after dinner, me and babe went into
daddy-in-law's room to watch
dunno wad dvd.
yea, only watched the last part of it.
so smart!
erms, after which, i went home
cos mummy msg me.
i lied tt i was working.
but ii told her the truth after tt.
jus didnt wanna hear her nagging
at that time,
so i lied.
hee. kids, do not follow my actions! xD
ii mm NOT a kid so ii can do tt =D
just kidding.
starbucks called me jus now.
ii turned down the job offer tt day,
but dunno yy the guy called me again.
ii was showering,
so ii didnt bother to call back.
was asking babe if he wans the job
at starbucks;
cos if he wants, den i ll call dem back.
but he decided to stay on at yoshinoya with me =)
so ya, too bad for the star bucks manager.
sigh,
my hair is still wet.
gonna dry it before i get some rest.
think ii mm sooo gonna flung my math module.
boring!
cos ii have to retake it nxt year ii think.
how TROUBLESOME!
me and the com vb codes are ENEMIES!
sigh.