getting your facts right =)
Tuesday, September 2, 2008,3:03 PM
hms... donch know why, but just feel that i should close this blog. but just one last post before closing this 4eva. wonder why humans tend to be such a prick. and wad it means? again, it is dpdp- different people different perspective. why do people try to get close to you, pretend to be nice to you so that they can find out wads going on in your life, but yet behind your back, dey make discouraging remarks about you? it seems like we cant trust anyone except our family (dad, mom, sister, grandma and babe), ourselves, and god. erms, was reading through my previous posts, and realised how immature i was when i said such mean things about my relatives. i know they have my welfare at heart, but i just wanna say, donch worry. i'll be fine. god's watching over me. =) and i am sorry for being such a prick at times with the words i said and the tantrums i threw. apologies. sigh. someone close to me made a comment that me as a tuition teacher? donch teach others the wrong things! you know, it pricks not becos of wad the person said about me behind my back, but rather, i feel sad cos he/she always tries to be close to me and all. how freaky pple can be. just lyk my previous classmate- mel. sigh. dangerous pple. hms, but one thing i strongly believe is, no matter wad kinda person i am, ah lian or wadeva others say about me, as long as i believe in myself, get the grades that i need (donch have to be FANTASTIC, but just enough for me to get where i want to go), then i think it's good enough. since young, pple owaes say i behave lyk ah lian, but i donch care cos i know i am NOT. but since that's what they think about me, then so be it. i have proven myself to be a person with enough knowledge or maybe more than i even need to have. eng, chi, A*. math A. science B. higher chinese merit. so wad even if i didnt get a distinction? the fact is, i did get a place in higher chinese. so wad if my science sark? i tried mybest and got into AMK sec and maintained my eng and chi grades. and, i still got the chance to be in higher chinese even though i did not do fanstastically well, but at least i pass. i got a chance to take the higher chinese paper. oh please, a person's life is ONLY RUINED if he or she donch get where he or she wants. did i do VERY well for my o levels? no! but, at least i got into a course i want in poly. i am in poly, not ite. rite? i have never wanted to be in JC anyways, and even if i was given the opportunity, i oso wonch choose JC. simply becos, i know myself well and believe in myself. i know that i am not a book smart person, but rather, a more vocal person. i am better in presentation and research skills. yes, i am resourceful. look, even though i may have pon school and stuff, but i know my priorities. my frens skip tests, cos we only nid 3 out of 4 test grades, but as for me, no matter what, i have NEVER skipped a single test. so wad even if i skipped lessons and all? my gpa is at least a 3.0. a B. imagine, all my lousy tests grades and all the times i pon school, yet i can still get a B. how many A's did i get during the 13 weeks of school? more than 20 definitely! that's why, i can afford to pon. and now my gpa is 3.0. so wads next? i still have the second sem to go. and i am confident of getting at least a 3.5. so if you add dem up together, my grade for yr 1 will be an A or at least a very high B. see, i may not have done well for O's, but at least i manage to get what i wan, my course, my school, my grades. rites? so, donch ever judge me by how i look. deep inside me, you wonch know what i am thinking. i vent my frustrations here, but that doesnt mean anything. and btw, most of my class pple got less than 3.0. so even if you say that they moderate the results, how bad can mine be when i am the top few and the highest is 3.8. i know i may not be a book smart person. but since i know my capabilities, i will use it and maximise it. i am not capable of teaching sec school kids, so i didnt take dem in. it's not for the money. yes, it's good money if i teach sec sch. so? i donch ruin others' life like what you think. and also, i donch take upper primary kids cos i know the syllabus have changed and since i am not confident, i donch teach upper primary. however, one thing that you cant deny is that i have a strong foundation for my lang and math. that's the reason why i took lower primary and kindergarten kids. hope you get your facts rite about me, before jumping in to make a comment about me behind my back. i donch care wad you say, but ii just donch lyk a person who tries to know my life at the expanse of mocking me. that's un called for. and even if any mockery has to be done, first, get your facts right! end of post and i am now going for tuition. and btw, for those who keep saying tui-tion, you are WRONG! it should be... tu-i-tion! =) blog closed 4eva!
NOBODY'S HOME
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs,
where she belongs.
She wants to go home,
but nobody's home.
It's where she lies,
broken inside.
With no place to go,
no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.