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FATHERS' DAY
Sunday, June 15, 2008,10:22 PM
-feels lyk... WTF!
okies first, i was doing closing ytd and dunno wad happened but apparently weiping (mr cute) was really pissed off about something and ii donch know wad thing. wadeva. den erms, he started throwing stuffs so i helped clear the rubbish so that it will be easier for him to clean up. cos apparently the one closing the lobby didnt wanna throw the rubbish. i was closing the counter ytd. gosh! i only know how to dismental the stuffs, but after washing, alex helped me to fix dem back. thanks! oh did ii say that alex and natalie are tgt? anw, dey ARE tgt. =) dey only know each other thru work for a few weeks. so fairy tale rites? jus lyk me and my babe. hee. but i knew him for a few months before we got tgt. 2 more days and it will be 2years and 8months for us. how time flies. erms, ya! ytd rites, when i was working (counter), there was a super long queue. n uu know wad happened? I STARTED DRIPPING! sounds sooo wrong rites? ya! i quickly cleared the queue before going to but PAD from gardians and heading str8 to the TOILET! rewind alittle bit ar... after clearing the queue, i went to the kitchen to get my purse. and dear MR JOHN asked me where i was going with my wallet! so i just said i nid to buy something and head to the toilet. and apparently he didnt get wad i mean, so i kept saying buy something.... lyk hello! dere's sooo many staffs in the kitchen! did he expect me to say out the word PAD?! lyk... WTF! but after saying 'buy something' for a few times, den he got wad i meant. HOW DUMB!!!! ya, tt's wad happened YTD. As for TODAY....
oh well, didnt go church this morning cos i was too tired and hence was late. woke up at 11am, (too late for church), so went to find babe instead. i was sooo freaking tired! but i met him only for an hour or so and i headed home cos dere was some gathering at my place. oh gosh! it's sooo crazy la! I NEVER WANNA HAVE THIS KINDA GATHERINGS AGAIN!!! everyone was talking about the way i dress, making me sound lyk some REALLY BAD KID who SHOULDNT be working and studying at the same time. i mean, WTF is wrong with dem?! seriously! my grades are PERFECT okies! dey asked me to spend time with my family and be a good girl and all. lyk hello! uu guys donch accept my boyfren den forget it! i donch nid all those craps from uu! lyk... the whole day dey were saying how much they care for me and all. i know uu guys care, but uu know wad? uu all made it sound as if i am brat or something. come on, i am 17, i wanna have my own room (which i donch, but i donch mind cos i love my grandma), i wanna hang out with my boyy, get drunk? (NO!), erms.. i wont go clubbing and stuff and i wont even pick up that farking stick of cigar ever again! the last time i tried one, eeeel! the feeling sarked big tym. okies, i haven pick up drugs yet and i aint going to anyways, cos it sounds stupid instead of cool to me. wadevas. and ya, wads wrong with the way i dress? not lyk i wear tube? not lyk i wore some bare back top? not lyk i wore some tite mini skirt and act lyk some sexy naughty bitch. wth is wrong? just a spag top with black skinnys, a little revealing cos my skinnys are pretty loose tt's all! i mean, no one saw g string sticking out rites? (not lyk i wear g strings though, it's just an xample dude. donch get me wrong here.) ARGHS! wadeva okies! jus soo fed up. i donch lyk the way one of my aunt who touch me lyk some pervy! hello! ii mm GROWN up! donch touch me lyk tt in front of my uncles! ARE UU MAD OR SOMETHING?! seriously, if uu were my fren of something, i wud SLAPPED uu! (even if today's gathering was for the KING'S birthday or something....). jus when i finally manage to get into my room, my dear cousin asked me " wad do uu see in ivan." okies, bottom line- UU JUS WAN ME TO BREAK UP JUS LYK UU AND UUR BOYFREN? NO WAY HONS! the world DOESNT work dis way okie! and wad's with uur mum asking whether he's studying or not! i've tot about it okies! NOT EVERYONE IS CUT OUT TO STUDY! y do uu guys make it sound lyk uu are NOT against him and is simply caring about him? hello! i mm no fool. wad uu guys owaes LOVE to say - we jus wanna protect uu from him and cos we love uu nn we care about uu. HEY! isnt it lyk.. CONTRADICTINg?! protecting me from him, vs, NOT against him and is simply caring about him. what kinda fark is dis? uu think i mm blind? if we are not cut out for each other, den the bottom line is- eventually we wont be tgt. come on, i m not a cheap girl. but at the same time, i jus wanna let nature takes its course k! GIVE ME BREAK! (i donch nid a kit kat tough). =x so tired of all the mask dey put in front of me. ya, so wad even if my sis is gonna be richer than me and so wad if her boyfren is some rich kid. so wad even if she does government service and he is in the uni. seriously, SO WAD? my sis has to go to school everyday to feel the stress, and get only 1300 for her pay? if i sell fragrance, i jus gotta sit dere, and i get 1700 after minusing cpf. do i nid brains to be a sales-sy? NO! but of cos i aint gonna be a sales girl. i mm jus stating an xample here. okie, y i lyk my babe? wad i see in him? 2 words for uu... TACIT KNOWLEDGE. so i donch nid to do any further xplanation here. cos tacit knowledge remains tacit cos it cant be put in words or sometimes, pple simply donch bother to try to xplain. also, wad i say, u may not understand. so, i donch see the point of me xplaining, if uu keep bombin me with questions when i xplain. uu know wad? ii mm seriously NEVER gonna take another off day from my work, for this kinda gathering! NEVER EVER! i donch mind taking time off to bring my little cousins for movies or something. but NOT with pple tt comment okie! yea, i mm freaking pissed and ii mm feeling soo... WTF! school's starting 2ml. HOW BORING!
NOBODY'S HOME
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs,
where she belongs.
She wants to go home,
but nobody's home.
It's where she lies,
broken inside.
With no place to go,
no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.