ordinary day
Monday, June 30, 2008,10:50 AM
- sigh... if only things can turn around.
sunday. so tired. woke up late for work. i went to give mailers as soon as i reached yoshi, cos ii didnt wanna stay around in the store to look at that stupid carly! she didnt even know ii was late until ii called the store to tell her! dumb! den got one 3 or 4 days new guy (yan jun's fren), was having fever. and she asked him to do this and that, donch wanna let him go home rest! i was sooo pissed off la! den ii called sharon to complain cos ytd she off ma. she asked me to pei her eat new york at lot 1. her treat. she called the stall around 4 plus and told carly that my mother called her to ask me to go home. haha! she say family issue! lols. den carly got no choice but to let me go at 4 plus, when i was suppose to end at 8 or 9! haha! dey down crew siol! too bad for carly! =x haix. i went lot 1 to find her. she treat me eat waffle honey with ice cream (from new york). she had steak with ice white chocolate and cheese garlic bread. so nice! =) john called her to tell her that she's gonna get transferred out. she started to cry. dunno y but ii felt very sad lorhs. altho she and babe always argue, but ii mm not bias, i know both oso in the wrong. after babe quit his job, the only reason why ii mm staying on is for sharon. cos on the day of my interview, she said tt she is very reluctant to employ students from RP cos she got bad experiences with a few of dem. and she got screwed by john before 'why hire a couple in the first place?'. cos dey were afraid that if babe leave, i oso will leave. so ya, the reason why ii stayed is for sharon. but john called her yesterday to tell her that she got transferred to bugis! haix. ii very sian lors. she's very nice to me and when she do the schedule, she will do properly. as in lyk, if we tell her that we gotta leave or cant work on that day or wadeva reason, she will okie okie der. den now john gonna take over. ii farking sian! =x suddenly at a lost lorhs. ii cant do anything to help her. and it's lyk.. ii have lose the reason to stay on at yoshi. but ii nid the cash. i dunno wad to do. ii really dont! den new york the manager damn funny. keep asking me and sharon to join them. lols. haix. so far from my house, you think ii will go mehs? ii donch know wad to do now lorhs. =x btw, the new york manager used to be from yoshi, so he was lyk damn eager to hire me and ii donch know why oso. zzz. frankie oso maybe gonna hire me to his company. aiya, ii really donch know wad to do lors! haix. i hope she can stay on at cause way yoshi! ii mm gonna miss her! donch know wad life's gonna be lyk when she's gone. sigh. okies, today is monday and it's math. ii mm going off ler. now is 1220. tonite den ii wait for elynn to teach me how to do the vb thing! woot! byes! =)
NOBODY'S HOME
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs,
where she belongs.
She wants to go home,
but nobody's home.
It's where she lies,
broken inside.
With no place to go,
no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.