UT AGAIN!
Wednesday, June 25, 2008,10:45 AM
- fried!
hms.. having fried rice now. hungry sial. woke up around 8 dis morning. yu hern xiao di woke me up. oh ya, i know him from maple. -___-" hee. anw, i was 2 mintues late for my UT test! rahs!! haha. but oh well, i think it's not that bad gua. i mean my test. a bit screwed, but cant be soo bad ii guess. =) today is cognitive again. sians! donch even know a shyt about what's going on. sigh. wadevas! anyways, i am sooo freaking tired still! think ii beta get more rest tonite. =x ytd nite ii went to meet babe after my mtg. wha, he's lyk a zombie! sooo worried for him la! bought ice cream for him, he oso donch feel lyk eating! imagine how bad it is for him. he's even afraid to sleep with the lights off! poor boyy. mwacks! i love uu! *hugs uu tite* tammy is oso going thru a rough patch in her life. almost the same as mine. if not, exactly the same. hope she knows that we care about her! WAKE UP SOON DEAR!!! everything's not over yet! hang in dere hons! =)) i love you lots tammy baby! missed uu today cos uu didnt go to school. no one went to school with me this morning la! silly gurl. cos of her uu aint going to school. what a foolish thing to do! =x sigh. cant meet babe today. but ii wonder if he's gonna be okies. uu know, each time ii cant meet him,ii get very scared? not lyk he will kill me or something. ii jus donch wanna let go again. he said that it's okie if ii donch meet him later. cos he wanna go to his sister's place. hms... really? ii donch know. oh ya, ytd he was online and some horny freak tot he was a girl, so babe played along and the guy wanted to meet him. ii took babe's phone and wanted to disturb the guy. but babe didnt allow me to. =x hms... listening to the song- ni na me ai ta. suddenly thinking about alot of things. remind me about joel, and also how he was dere for me when ii was sooo farking down. but he's with another girl already. so ii jus wish him all the best bahs. though we arent tt close frens anymore, but at least we are still frens. the only diff is, not that close. hms.. think of him, ii ll think of elisha, my pri school bestie. up till now, still my bestie. =) dino msg me ytd to tell me her mid year is screwed. lols. think she will be fine der la! hee. miss her! =) now tt it's after break, and everyone's back in class, it's sooo NOISY! and ya, ash jus said tt ii look some ah lian cos ain asked me to push the chair to her, and ii was lyk... pushing it away, as though ii was gonna wack her or something, though ii had no intention of doing so?! lols. yea. so its like, ii am FREAKING TIRED! feel lyk running away from class, but ii got ig meeting later. and for this module, ii got an x last week. donch wanna get a D again. bad impression. shall run away some other day. hee. wearing my new top which my mummy bought for me ytd. haha. tammy number 2. only diff, ii have longer hair. and she's more stylo milo than me. ii draw eye liner today. oh, did ii jus say ii drew eye liner? hms... yea, ii did. with my blunt eye liner pencil. black color. and alittle mascara. wadeva uu spell tt. lols. aites. gonna do my worksheet ler. wonder where's vivien. jus realised that she's missing from class. hope she's fine. =)
NOBODY'S HOME
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs,
where she belongs.
She wants to go home,
but nobody's home.
It's where she lies,
broken inside.
With no place to go,
no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.