crisis
Thursday, July 3, 2008,11:31 PM
- farked up kinda feeling
hms... got alot of probs going on. okies, not alot, just one. but it implicates alot of other things and people. sigh. sometimes ii wonder why pple DONT think! i cant declare what's the problem, cos many are reading my blog and it's not convenient cos it's some personal matters. anw, i feel lyk screaming. the only person who knows how ii truly feel is babe. thanks hons for being there to look at my ugly face when ii cry. love ya strong and firm shoulders. lets me know that ii can always depend on uu for comfort. =) ii appear as though ii am fine. but does anyone knows that some one out there is gonna die? any idea how ii feel about that person? hate him for ruining eveything! doesnt he has brains? i mean, even i can work! wad about him?! okies, not going to sooo much details. anyways, it's okie if uu donch work. at least donch trouble others and burden dem with uur shyt! come on! we have our own lives to lead okies! fark! bastard! that's how ii feel about uu. ii donch respect uu the least bit! a leopard that will NEVER change its spots! i look perfectly fine in class. but uu know wad? i am soo confused inside, and ii finally managed to let it all out when i met babe. hms. 2ml got jamz ig meeting. and the BIG deal is? Eddy's gonna ps me! whao! he's the only fren ii know from that ig la! oh well, he has soccer training! thanks ar dude! =x erms, had lunch in my school's canteen with ash and sam. lyk... it's totally a BIG thing, cos it's the first time ii actually sit in the canteen for food! yaya, wadevas. and you know wad? i am still thinking about that issue which is bugging me! sigh. now chatting with my babe's ex. but erm, NOT LIA! never will ii chat with her okies! chatting on msn with grace. (his most hated ex.) lols. but she isnt as bytchy as LIA la! so ii oso donch know why he hate her so much, tho she called me a bytch before- but ii totally understand why she said what she did. anyways, donch wanna talk much le larhs. good nites! oh ya, ii screwed today's enterprise UT! =) grats me la!
NOBODY'S HOME
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs,
where she belongs.
She wants to go home,
but nobody's home.
It's where she lies,
broken inside.
With no place to go,
no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.