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farksters!
Monday, July 14, 2008,12:11 PM
-irritated moo!
argued with babe on saturday. keep loosing my temper easily recenlty, maybe cos my girl thing is coming. sians. anw, had a pretty bad day on saturday. that's not the worse. when i was walking home, some arss was smoking in front of me, den i ended up coughing for the rest of the night! and ii am down with the cough syndrom now. fark! but obviously ii didnt tell my mum, cos she ll get all worked up about it and start to nag. how the hell am i supposed to rest when she nags? so ii rather not tell her. yea. she will start saying things lyk... "see la! sleep so late... blah blah blah" so annoying! so yea, ii kept it to myself.
woke up late for church on sunday so ii didnt go. wanted to go and see doctor, but ended up mapling with babe. dad came home and was pissed to see me online instead of being at church. and he off my router whilei was pq-ing. farkster! went to work after that. wasnt feeling well, so ii left at 4 instead of 9. he came to spot check me at 5. but ii was at babe's place at that time. so he tot i lied that i went to work. lyk wtf rites? ii work, dey not happy. donch work, dey oso not happy. farksters! anw, i was at babe's place. his sister was dere too. she fed me medicine and i fell asleep. cabbed home at 920, only to see black faces. shyt man! donch even wanna see deir faces cans?! nabehs! oh please my mum is leading bs? just take a gun and shoot me la hor! with that ugly side of hers, she can lead bs?! she is sooo unforgiving and she judges others and treats others lyk her enemy.. she can lead bs? oh my god! she's definitely good at faking things! in front of others, she's so nice. of cos nobody will believe that she treats my babe and his family lyk shyt la! wadeva man! she can fake in front of others, but not in front of me! ii mm her daughter! she's a piece of shyt! hate her faking things all the time! wad about my dad? talk about holiness and all. angry that ii didnt go to church. wad about him? i saw him looking at the 4D telepage! that's called holy?! ohmygod! all are just acting!! pissed off! babe's sister gave me medication. she's a certified clinic assistant. she didnt give me poison! dey made it sound lyk she gave me poison and all she did for me is sooo damn wrong! omfg! please la! if uu wanna know how nice dey treat me, uu will be surprised! cos though uu treat deir son (my babe) lyk shyt, dey still treat me nice! mummy in law knows ii mm sick, she purposely cooked my favourite soup for me. going over for soup later (today is monday lers). even if babe may not be an ideal bf, but his family is definitely nicer than anyone else. dey treat me lyk deir own daughter and ii mm serious about it! mummy, uu are such a pain in the neck. and daddy, uu are such a pain in my arss! seriously! uu guys should think and know wads going on la! uu know wad mummy said? she said things lyk.. ivan's sister is wrong! and that she should stop doing dis kinda things for me before dey go and scold her! hello! are dey adults? scolding ivan's sister? i scared later dey go over, dey malu demselves la hor! ii swear ii wonch side my parents, and ii will sing the praises of his sister and side her, if dey were to pick up a fight. yes, blood is thicker than water. but not so, when uur own parents are doing injustice! haix! so irritated by my parents! gonna have war again! piece of shyt! feel lyk flushing dem into the toilet bowl la! nabehs! ii wanna get out of dis damn house!!!!! dey are failures as parents lors! donch even know how ii feel and all. only expecting me to know how dey feel. dey do so much things just to make me and ivan break up. we have been tgt for close to 3yrs. if it's tt easy to break us up, we wont last dis long ler. and also, even if dey successfully managed to break us up, donch dey think that the consequences will be drastic? yes, dey can get wad dey wan. but ii swear dey will never see that smile and happiness on my face again. only babe can make me cry my hearts out and laugh my hearts out. dey cant! and never will dey be able to do this for me- deir own daughter! if dey are out to ruin me, den why bother to give birth to me in the first plaec?! later gotta go home and see deir face again! sian! tt's how i feel la! haix.
NOBODY'S HOME
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs,
where she belongs.
She wants to go home,
but nobody's home.
It's where she lies,
broken inside.
With no place to go,
no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.